you just want what you can't have... tw for depression, eating disorders, drug use, violence + death cover art by @_radioheadstan

"Are you starting to improve?" "Somewhat I guess. But I still have the dreams....nightmares." "Have you been taking your prescription?" "Yes. I have" "Are some of them still of her?" "They're all still of her. All of them." "You need to forget her. For your health." "I'M TRYING...I-I can't." "Because you're still in love with her...And what did you say her name was again?" "Billie...Billie Eilish." -------- Billie is someone you despise until one encounter with her changes your perspective. But once you see her e noyes transform everything changes. The normal life you once had becomes dangerous. Is love worth it if it costs you your life? ⚠This book contains smut and fluff ⚠ Graphic by @emilymarieharvey

Love is crazy <3

Dahlia is just coming to terms with her sexuality when Billie, the girl who stares too much and keeps popping up everywhere, comes to her school. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ {WARNING: This story contains foul language, mentions of sex, violence, mentions of abuse, mentions of sexual assault, molestation, and rape, and mentions of suicidal thoughts. There are trigger warnings at the beginning of chapters that mention these things!}

"your mine." she whispers in my ear "my hostage..." he finger tips graze my neck as she slowly backs away from me, leaving me trembling on the cold floor. number 2 in lesbian fiction number 2 in eilish

Why does all this shit happen to me? "To have someone so close to you just disappear is a pain I can't explain. It just feels empty. So incredibly empty." Girlxgirl with Billie Eilish. Ember suffers from anxiety and depression but she tries to hide it as good as she can. For her, the way to do it is to put on a mask and act as if she's this confident and cocky girl that no one messes with because they're scared. Sometimes, the mask slips off and people get to see the real Ember, who's emotional, caring and kind. One day, Ember meets a girl who makes her want to take her mask off and show her real personality.

"Yara look at this phone I found. From a certain wherearetheavocados. Do you know someone with that insta name from anywhere?"