Phil has secrets. Secrets he wouldn't tell anybody no matter how much he wanted to. And anyways, he doesn't have anyone to tell. It seems that everyone in his life is against him until a previously known bully all of a sudden turns nice. Is this a trick? Can Phil trust this once-mean "Dan" fellow? Could he perhaps even fall in love with him and tell him those secrets he's his for so long- could Dan be the one person in the world he can trust?

Phil starts getting cute, little messages from a secret admirer and gradually feels himself falling more and more in love with the boy. But can you really like someone you've never seen before? And what will happen when Phil finds out the real identity of his admirer?

cover by AmazingSkylar - TRIGGER WARNING - automutilation and attempted suicide.

Dan knows his friendship with Phil is far from normal, but he can't bring himself to care. Maybe Phil cares, though.

Dan Howell and Phil Lester have been friends for quite some time. They live together in London, and know almost everything about each other. Except Phil doesn't know how Dan feels about him.

Dan is a patient in a mental hospital. He doesn't understand why he is there and doesn't remember any of the events that he has done. His everyday boring life in the hospital changes when a new patient comes in.

Phil ran away from home, but on his first evening in London, he's run over by a car and finds himself in the hospital. The only thing he remember is some small fragments from when he was run over, like when a browneyed angel found and saved him. You want the rewritten version? Find the book on my profile! ' The Runaway - Phan - New Version' xoxo

Life bites.

When PJ breaks up with Phil because of some jealousy in the air, Dan sees his chance with Phil. Everything seems perfect, but there are Dan's near death experiences that just keep gettting in the way.. A/N May contain topics that could trigger

*In the process of being edited, first two chapters done already.* Dan and Phil met in the looming forest behind the school grounds and have been infatuated with each other ever since. With many twists and turns, their stories are becoming more complex by the second. They say a smile can save someone, but what if it killed them instead? *This story is not in any way based on events that have occurred in either Dan or Phil's past, and is completely fictional. Phan is also claimed to not be real.*