''The kind of smile that would be cruel not to kiss'' - Atticus Las cosas no podían seguir igual por siempre, lo sabía, ambos lo sabíamos. Solo quedaba esperar al verano y descubrir que suponía eso para nosotros. "Everything good, everything magical happens between the months of June and August.''

Explore what it means to be a teenager in our current society through the eyes of a boy who simply wants to be happy. Living on the other side of 'Pretty Privilege', going against the standard of male beauty, and struggling with daily doubts about his intimacy is not an easy feat, especially when your sexuality is constantly questioned by family, 'friends', and even strangers. In this book, I delve into my sexuality, reflecting on topics such as sex, self-esteem, self-confidence, my relationship with my parents, my experience with school bullying, loneliness, and above all, the desire to be loved. I share my experiences, mistakes, and the things that have shaped me the most, all in a style inspired by Carrie Bradshaw from 'Sex and the City'. Every day is different, and there is always a new question. The challenge lies in finding the answers to each one. How do we find the answers to each one? What am I doing wrong? Why was I born this way? And the process of losing yourself, finding who you truly are, and not being a disappointment to myself, specifically, while being proud of myself. This is my diary, a feverish journey of self-discovery and living under the pressure of your surroundings. ✦ New chapter every Friday! ☪︎

"Quiero volver a ser quien te ama como un juego de niños."