Rosie is an illustrator and animator at a small creative company. She works with Lisa who is a photographer. Their CEO imposed a "no cubicles; no partitions" policy and Rosie is forced to share a desk with Lisa who annoys her to no end. Lisa always does it at the same time every day, in the same way. "11:11, make a wish."

Park Chaeyoung is at church every Sunday with a big secret and a lot of feelings. Lalisa Manoban is out and proud with a big secret and a lot of feelings.

Lisa was a hardworking student while her classmate Chaeyoung was addicted to everything. Nobody seemed to care about the girl getting high off drugs. Well, everyone except for one. Lisa. She cared, and she wanted to make sure Chaeyoung didn't die. - The first quarter of chapters are smaller in size. The large amount of chapters is due to this. - This story contains hard to read scenes and topics. Please read at your own risk. - Started 4/1/19 Finished 6/26/22 This story was inspired by the song "my strange addiction" by Billie Eilish.

After high school, Chaeyoung attended college and never reconnected with her best friend Lisa. When Chaeyoung decides to take a life drawing class, she never expected to recognize her model. Or for her model to look quite so good with her clothes off...

Chaeyoung works at a wreath stall to earn some money for the Christmas season. She wonders why the girl with the dirty blonde hair and big brown eyes comes back every day, leaving her wanting more.

» You seem to never get over it, Chae, but I'll still be by your side --- Lisa