"at the sight of the words 'I love you' the desire to stay alive had welled up in him" - george orwell, 1984. a dazai osamu x reader

(Y/N) suffered from her ability,which she couldn't control.It was too powerful and dangerous so people around her were afraid of (Y/N) and avoided her.Her life was horrible,full of loneliness and pain and she couldn't change it.She even thought about ending all this pain by committing suicide,but she still had a small flame of hope in her heart,that everything will be alright in the end and that flame still kept her alive.Her life didn't change and continued to be painful until,one day she met a man named Dazai Osamu A/N:inspired by the song "Boats & Birds" by Gregory And The Hawk

"It's a gamble," she warns him, but she's already leaning up slightly to meet him halfway. "We will either heal together," he concludes, mouth already pressed to hers, "or we will both be destroyed." And, together, they fall.