What's there to live for after you die? You struggle to exist- to make it all the way to your Lord- and all that greats you is Hell wrapped through your own flesh. Purgatory must be real after all. I pray and I pray and finally, something comes. If only I knew what to do with it. NOTE: This story has been edited since the original 2017 posting with over 90 chapters already written and to be posted in future additional books. More details are in the header of the first chapter. The mature rating is for language, some violence, and heavy existential dread. Cover art is by MetallicArtist on tumblr. PODFIC VERSION NOW AVAILABLE!!! Playlist here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL4pHPQOyRjM6OqrtNX4IBxFoeAsLGkSwm Warnings for: violence, implied body horror, and mild references to blood and vomit.

What's there to live for after you die? You struggle to exist- to make it all the way to your Lord- and all that greets you is Hell wrapped through your own flesh. Purgatory must be real after all. I pray and I pray and finally, something comes. My lord, why does it make me feel this way? -An empathetic attempt to comprehend and console Sammy Lawrence and other residents of the studio. This is the second book in the Hymns of Struggle series. Cover art is by TheDarkPuddles on Tumblr. The mature rating is for language, some violence, and heavy existential dread. Warnings for: mild mentions of vomit stains.

What's there to live for after you die? You struggle to exist- to make it all the way to your Lord- and all that greets you is Hell wrapped through your own flesh. Purgatory must be real after all. I pray and I pray and finally, something comes. Everything is changing. -An empathetic attempt to comprehend and console Sammy Lawrence and other residents of the studio. This is the third book in the Hymns of Struggle series. The mature rating is for language, some violence, and heavy existential dread. Cover at is by Startistdoodles on Tumblr as a gift for the series' 1 year anniversary.

What's there to live for after you die? You struggle to exist- to make it all the way to your Lord- and all that greets you is Hell wrapped through your own flesh. Purgatory must be real after all. I pray and I pray and finally, something comes. Can it really help me after all that's happened? -An empathetic attempt to comprehend and console Sammy Lawrence and other residents of the studio. This is the fourth book in the Hymns of Struggle series. The mature rating is for language, some violence, and heavy existential dread. Cover art is by Startistdoodles on Tumblr.

What's there to live for after you die? You struggle to exist- to make it all the way to your Lord- and all that greets you is Hell wrapped through your own flesh. Purgatory must be real after all. I pray and I pray and finally, something comes. I don't know what to believe anymore. -An empathetic attempt to comprehend and console Sammy Lawrence and other residents of the studio. This is the fifth book in the Hymns of Struggle series. The mature rating is for language, some violence, and heavy existential dread. Cover art is by Warui on Tumblr.

What's there to live for after you die? You struggle to exist- to make it all the way to your Lord- and all that greets you is Hell wrapped through your own flesh. Purgatory must be real after all. I pray and I pray and finally, something comes. Acceptance is terrifying. -An empathetic attempt to comprehend and console Sammy Lawrence and other residents of the studio. This is the sixth book in the Hymns of Struggle series. The mature rating is for language, some violence, and heavy existential dread. Cover art is a commission made by AceofIntuition on Tumblr.

What's there to live for after you die? You struggle to exist- to make it all the way to your Lord- and all that greets you is Hell wrapped through your own flesh. Purgatory must be real after all. I pray and I pray and finally, something comes. Is it worth it to know? -An empathetic attempt to comprehend and console Sammy Lawrence and other residents of the studio. This is the seventh book in the Hymns of Struggle series. The mature rating is for language, some violence, and heavy existential dread. Cover art is by AceofIntuition on Tumblr.

I've always asked what there was to live for after I died. My answer was to exist, to try to reach the unfathomable glory of the god whose dark, dripping smile loomed over us. Every waking moment in a life with no rest was filled with prayer- a prayer for something to make me human again. And then you gave her to me. You gave her to us. And I don't think we could let her go if we tried. -An empathetic attempt to comprehend and console Sammy Lawrence and other residents of the studio. (This is the eighth and last book in the Hymns of Struggle series. The mature rating is for language, some violence, and heavy existential dread. The cover art is by Startistdoodles on Tumblr.)