Thomas Jefferson and James Madison. Two boys that have been friends since they can remember. These two are going to their new highschool together, but people see them diferently. Thomas becomes one of the most popular guys in school while James gets bulied because of his sickness, making Thomas have the job to protect him. While that Thomas starts feeling something that James has felt in years. Love. But why just now?

"Why Do We Crave What We Can't Have?" --------- The Flowers that Come From Your Throat. Hanahaki Disease. John Laurens suffers the pain of love. Who knew some simple flowers could hurt this much?

Trigger warnings (will update as story progresses) -Slight smut -Swearing This is kinda based off of marina and the diamonds songs, I got the idea from an animatic. H e l p Alexander Hamilton is a work driven person, thriving for success. He is willing to do as much as needed to reach what he wants, including breaking hearts and risking relationships. He lacks sympathy and is more self centered, especially after his past, which he ignores. John Laurens is a very sweet and caring person. He cares for others and lacking the care for himself. Behind the mask of happiness and joy is a suffering person who needs help but is silenced, only one other person knows about what goes on at home, others barely knowing the surface of it all. He suffers with his own mind and thoughts. After Alexander moves to New York for college, he makes mistakes and meets new people. Including John Laurens...

Alex is the adopted Prince under George Washington and their kingdom is poor but pushing through together. Right under that kingdom, John is next in line for king, though he still has a lot to learn from his father, Henry, who wants him to take the throne, but refuses to tell him anything about how their people are faring. Both are ready for something new. Both are ready to start their own legacy. When these two meet, something new starts in each of them... Yet a war looms in the horizon... One has a past we all know while the other hides some painful memories that may change the course of some actions. ~~~ Warnings: one borderline mature scene(nothing graphic), abuse, some slurs, trauma, depressive thoughts. All have warnings in the chapters(look for 'TW') Cover designed by my friend(you know who you are) so shoutout to them! Holy crab #13 in Lams!!! :O(May2020) #6 in Lams?!?!?!(Aug2021) I'm so done it's #4 in Lams? (Apr2022)

-Pero..Eliza... -Shh, nadie ha de enterarse.... Ohtia, mi primer fic de Lams abxbabf Espero y sea de su agrado 6u9

EEUUUUH this is my second time making a hamilham fanfic and it's gunna. Be horrible I know lmao but to clear this up macaroni king is finnaly fucking nice to John and the you guessed it (probly not) alex is very abusive he hits Jackie and cheats on him with Maria he's basically turning Johnny into Maria without the cheating and I'm pretty sure scandal story/setup so yah congratltions and had fun Adult content in this book c:

I wish he'd look at me the way he looks at her. Tw: selfharm, abuse, suicide, swearing, etc.

There are two things you need to know about John Laurens. One: don't ask him about his major, and two: don't try to get to know him. Despite these warnings, Alexander Hamilton is determined to get inside of the mind of the boy from the college party with the curly hair and freckles who looked like he would rather have been anywhere else than there. John, meanwhile, has one thing on his mind; to not fall for that little persistent kid from the Caribbean who feels uniquely entitled to his messed-up life. But nothing could ever be that simple, now could it? **Mature Rating for heavy topics. Cover logo credits to @KinziFace! Thank you so much for making it!**

When John Laurens gets shot and Alex receives a letter saying Laurens is dead.Little does he know that Laurens managed to live.... P.S.In this he never married Eliza.