"You still gave him my last name..." Ryan cut through the silence with a frightened tone, forcing the words out and trying not to let tears known as he faced Brendon. "Regrettably." Brendon scoffed."I really wished I hadn't because it's simply a reminder of how it's there. That it successfully managed to stay. Whereas you, Ryan Ross: Failed to."

Ryan Ross is a talented musician, but struggles with letting other people see the vulnerable side that is his music. He goes to a diner for a change is atmosphere where he is waited on by none other than Brendon Urie. The two hit it off and Ryan soon finds out that the energetic man has a secret side of his own. Trigger Warnings Started: 7/9/19 Ended: 7/19/19 Highest rating: #1 Ryden

"Do I fear the sleepless nights? You have no idea how long the darkness lasts when you cannot close your eyes to it. For the night is dark and full of terrors." * * * |TW: Nightmares, insomnia, anorexia, intense phobias, blood, mentions of death in nightmares, hospitals|

"You're staring again", Brendon noticed. I looked away trying to find the fly but it was nowhere to be seen. I heard Brendon chuckle next to me making me grin. I knew he would. ***** Ryan Ross was born in 2000, but what happens if he and his friends will accidently travel to his birthyear? And what will happen when he finds a reason to stay there...?

Brendon was a boy in love. Ryan was the pitcher for the school baseball team. {Just a ryden baseball au I thought would be cute!} Brendon's POV

A story in which Brendon is 'kidnapped' by a guy on a motorcycle.

*short chapters, finished* "B-bye Ryan", I whispered after he was gone. I smiled to myself because I managed to say his name out without stuttering.

"jesus brendon fuck off" "as if you didn't want to touch me this whole time let's be real"

Addict: A person who is addicted to a particular substance, typically an illegal drug. No matter what your drug of choice is, an addiction is an addiction. Getting help is the only solution.

The sex industry was a dangerous place, everyone knew that. Sure, it had its perks, but for glamour model Ryan Ross, the only perk was being asked to partake in a photoshoot with gorgeous pornstar Brendon Urie, a man he both hated and admired. That single photoshoot might just have been the detonation that started everything: the lies, the affairs, the heartbreak, the scheming - in order to stay sane, you had to keep your hands to yourself. And for someone like Brendon, it would be the hardest thing he'd ever had to do. Because when you fall, you bring everyone else down with you. "How can you be okay with yourself knowing that you caused all...this?" "I'm never okay with myself, Ryan. Ever." ---------------------------------------------------------------------------