"I'm surrounded by more dicks than a curious teenager." "literally or figuratively?" !post civil-war and the vulture! [MAY CONTAIN VIOLENCE, DRUG MENTIONS AND USE, ALCOHOL MENTIONS, STRONG LANGUAGE, AND SOME FLUFF]

Lacuna: A blank space; a missing part Erin McCall was suppose to be one of S.H.I.E.L.D.'s top recruits. Nick Fury had been desperate to get her into the program since she was 14. With perfect grades and an off the charts SAT score, her future seemed set. It didn't hurt that her father was head of the Bio Mechanics division of S.H.I.E.L.D. along side her brother. But ever since the collapse of S.H.I.E.L.D. caused their deaths, Erin's once solid future seemed to collapse with it. Haunted by the things of her past, she's been a wanderer, traveling all over Europe. Now living in Romania the 8th place she has settled in since leaving everything behind, she happens across the famous Captain America and his team. After saving their lives, Steve tells her of the inevitable war approaching, Erin feels she has no choice but to help in any way she can. Before the Infinity War begins, Steve wants to wake up his best friend, James Buchanan Barnes, from his cryo sleep. Erin could be the key to fixing his destroyed arm... and making him smile again. But when Erin is forced to face the things that haunt her, can she learn to trust Captain America and his team.. and her feelings for the Winter Soldier? •POST CIVIL WAR {spoilers} •follows MCU ---------------- **I don't own any of the fictional Marvel characters, places, or metals. The only characters I own are Erin McCall and her family/friends never mentioned in the Marvel Universe**

"When someone threatens the only family you have left, you can't just sit on your ass all day, you have to go out and make a difference." -Caterina Maximoff •Captain America Civil War• Completed

Anamnesis: the recollection of things past After waking up from self-induced cryo sleep, Bucky Barnes is determined to remember the man he was before HYDRA took his memories from him and Erin McCall has agreed to help. Now separated from Captain America's team and the safe house in Wakanda the pair are alone and on a mission not only to recover Bucky's memory, but also to find anything that could aid the broken Avengers in the war that's coming. Erin is not only the robotics genius that reconstructed Bucky's vibranium arm but she's also the granddaughter of one of Bucky's best friends from WWII. As their relationship grows and the more she helps Bucky discover about himself, the more she realizes there's more truth to discover about her family's connection with S.H.I.E.L.D., her past, and newly practiced powers. The things they find could give their friends the advantage when the Infinity War arrives. As Erin tries exploring her powers and relationship with Bucky she begins to realize just how complicated things have become... and the more she begins to doubt whether or not she has what it takes to be an Avenger. •SEQUEL TO LACUNA •POST CIVIL WAR {spoilers} •Follows MCU ------ *I don't own any of the Marvel characters! Just Erin and her friends/family never mentioned in Marvel Universe*

I HOPE YOU LEARN TO HOPE AGAIN ☾ during and after civil war, pre homecoming au (chapters 1-30 were posted on July 7, 2017-completed on July 25, 2017) ☾ reached #1 in: #peter #tom #captainamerica

Alpas: To break loose; to become free The Infinity War is nearly here. Erin McCall and Bucky Barnes have reluctantly agreed to separate for now. Erin will remain in New York to focus on training her still unknown powers while helping Doctor Strange and Tony Stark research. Bucky is going back to Wakanda to help Steve Rogers and his team. Despite the confidence they have in their relationship, unfinished business with ghosts of Erin's past has followed her to New York and danger lurks around every corner. As earth's mightiest heroes begin to gathered in one place, Erin struggles to find her place among them. As tension between the group grows, old wounds heal as well as new injuries inflicted. Friendships will be tested and relationships pushed to the limit. Erin must learn to control her powers if she can help in the battle to come, but mastering the power given by an Infinity Stone is much more difficult than it appears. As Bucky come to terms with his memory being fully recovered, a horrible truth about Erin's family comes to light. Will Bucky be able to trust her? Will their love survive this War? Only if Erin can find the strength to break free and defeat her demons once and for all.

I know I was born in a wrong world!

Bucky Barnes has been on the run from hydra for months, and when Steve finally finds him, he's in bad shape. He needs somewhere safe to hide and he needs a doctor. So Steve takes him to retired SHIELD agent Willow Dariela, and she agrees to shelter him. Little do they know that the hydra assassin and ex-shield agent will begin to care for each other. Can Willow help Bucky remember who he is? Or will hydra find them first??

It's been two years since Bucky Barnes showed up half dead on Willow Dariela's porch. They've grown close, and Barnes has joined the Avengers. All traces of HYDRA's programming have been wiped from his mind, and he is Bucky Barnes again. But When Loki returns to earth, everything is thrown into disarray, and to make matters worse, rumors that Captain America is HYDRA have been going through the papers. There may be a traitor on the inside of the team, and it threatens to rip them apart. Will the team be able to repair the damage and keep the earth safe from the rage of Thanos? Or will the enemy be able to tear them apart? (This is the sequel to my first Bucky Barnes book, "Broken". I recommend you read it before starting this story.)

Bucky and Willow have managed to make it out alive through situations that seemed inescapable. But when Bucky's best friend, Steve Rogers is accused of being a HYDRA agent and becomes wanted for treason by SHIELD, they have to jump back into the fray. Can they prove their friends innocence? Or will the three spend the rest of their lives behind bars?