In Autumn Claire's life, intimacy outlines fiction, it may feels unrealistic but the experience is authentic. With that, it made her think that love is something you'll regret if you let yourself engage with an intimacy that 'feels like' you are being loved. In which, this is far different from Autumn perceives on what a love means to her before. She had believed that love should be; genuine, pure, and true. It should complete, make you feel loved, and most especially love should not hurt. However, her experience was completely in contrast from what she presumes before. So, this had made her feel that intimacy is a fiction. Whereas, it gives her the vision that love is unrealistic and a lies. How and why does she believed that love is fiction? Will she gain back the love she believes before? Or, will she convert her pain into a power to get revenge? Let us be ready with a heavy story of Autumn in her first time to experience what love feels and had made her think that love is fiction.