A collection of poetries/poems about/and her unsaid thoughts, finally expressed in a poetic form. "Save me a cola" This phrase expresses the feeling that even in the darkest times, when the desire to disappear feels overwhelming, there can be a sliver of hope in the form of the most mundane desires. The request for "a cola" becomes symbolic of keeping a small promise to oneself: "I'll stay a little longer, if only to taste that soda tomorrow." It's a humble plea for the universe, or a friend, to keep something ready for you, to give you just one more day, one more moment of respite from the heaviness of life. In this sense, "save me a cola" represents the fragile but important connection between wanting to leave and finding small reasons to stay.