This is a sequel to Losing Control A couple days after the fight against Deceit and Remus, Virgil is finally back home. However, he's experiencing strange "side effects" from the experience. Little do they know, this will be one of the hardest decisions Virgil would ever make. (Almost) All characters owned by: Thomas Sanders

SEQUEL TO 'Being Different' (Story written before Janus and Remus) Some old habits are hard to get rid of.

Virgil had been a light side for over a year now but when Deceit returns, he is reminded of a past that he'd rather forget. But little does he know that he isn't the only one who is reminded of their dark past... * Disclaimer: I do not own the Sanders Sides as they belong to Thomas Sanders * A/N: This story takes place directly after "Can Lying Be Good" * Warning: This story is a lot darker than some of my others so you have been warned. I will add in trigger warnings as they come up. * Ships: Moxiety, past Anxiet (Virgil and Deceit), past Moceit and hints of current/ one sided Mociet (Patton and Deceit)

Patton wishes on a star that all of the sides would listen to him, And when he wakes up they are all baby's!!!!

| Book 1 in this series | Virgil as you know is Thomas's anxiety and sometimes that anxiety can get little heightened at times and even pose a threat to the other sides. So as Virgil hides a secret from the other sides and Thomas, they also hide a secret from him. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Characters: Thomas Story: Me Made: Wed. Dec. 26, 2018 Finished: Jan. 29 2019 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ⚠️Quick Waring this book contains things some may not want to read so please don't if you don't want to because I don't want you to get hurt.⚠️

Anxiety was the villain, the bad guy, or at least that's what everyone told him. Maybe, he didn't need to be the bad guy anymore. General TW include self harm (during attacks), past abuse and manipulation. Death pre-fic.