Shields 16 year old Irina Fray has lived a life of grief and regret, abandoned by her Father. Irina's family has a secret. Her Aunt recently died of Von Hippel Lindau (VHL) syndrome, more commonly known as Cancer and Irina has been shipped to London to live with her father. In a new place, with new people. Her father has refused to see her. Her new found siblings confuse her and everyone's emotions are running high. But not everything goes along with the plan. At her new school she meets James, he's gorgeous, hot and charming. Suddenly Irina finds herself doing what she despises others for. She judges Jamie to be a typical hormonal, jerk. But there's more to this englishman than meets the eye. But with the person who was most dearest to her gone, will she be able to risk the heart break? Grief, loss and love all take a thole on the soul. She has heavy baggage to carry. When Irina finally feels at home again, finally feels like she belongs. Tragedy strikes, and she once again closes her book, closes the window and doors. But this time it's not for her own protection. She decided to give her family a second chance. She decided to let someone in, but will it be the biggest mistake she ever made? Allowing someone to take a second chance is like handing them an extra bullet for their gun.