Sometimes my voice dies in my throat, buries itself beneath waves of crippling suffocation, burns itself out as cold hands tear at my laced skin. I have smiled while my eyes have cried and pleaded, my wrists numb, my lips wobbling and blue, and stars escaping this dark night that I'm trapped in. I long for a darkness that gives way to light. But I do feel the warmth of petals gathering and scattering in my cold bones, and imagine the touch and the sweetness of a kiss, and my heart rises to the surface of this sea and finds a sky painted by passing artists remaining far above our heads. I'm breathing out all the words I've kept locked under the pages of my breaking mind. And by doing so, I'm going to heal. TRIGGER WARNINGS: depression, anxiety, self harm, suicidal thoughts, OCD, panic attacks

Words inside my head. Some are dead. Some are not. Some seeks for hope. Some are made just to cope. I write random. I write stuffs. I write what I feel. Some words are real. Some are just front, but enough to kill. Nagtagpo ang mga tugma. Nagtagpo sila na 'di ko alintana. Na magkakaroon sila ng sariling daloy. 'Di ko alintana na kaya nilang gumawa ng apoy. Apoy ng damdamin, ng isip at puso. Mga salitang 'di inakalang magkakaroon ng saysay sa mundo. Ang mga tugma ay nakahanap ng musika. Sumayaw, sumaliw at nagpadala. Mga lirikong sumibol sa ulan ng lungkot. Ang iba'y sumibol dahil sa takot. Kaya namang sumabay ang saya at katapangan. Bigyan ng musika, ipakikita ko sayo kung paano lumaban. Read, Love and Comment. Magsulat at manindigan. Magsulat at magmulat.

Sixteen-year-old Faith Everett, reeling from her parents' divorce, is angry at being uprooted to the quiet town of Meadow. Guarded and defiant, Faith resists connection, seeking solace in solitude and substances. Her pain is fiercely private---she refuses to let anyone, least of all her well-meaning mother, in. Hope Chamberlain, the minister's daughter, is known as Mother Theresa in Meadow. She's devoted to her faith and her community, and is always looking to make a difference. Hope's world revolves around service and tradition, and she leads the church's summer camp with unwavering optimism. When Faith is forced to attend church camp, her path crosses with Hope's, and the two could not be more opposite. Hope sees Faith as her newest mission; Faith wants nothing to do with Hope. But beneath their differences, an unexpected bond begins to form---one that pushes both girls to confront painful secrets, question their beliefs, and redefine what family and friendship truly mean. In this moving coming-of-age story, Hope and Faith learn that loving and losing, defiance and healing, are all part of growing up---and sometimes, the path to redemption begins where you least expect it.

Previously known as 'Faded Ink' *** 《And then They lost Themselves, Into the World of Uncertainty.》 *** Just some of my poems and thoughts put together. :) P. S. This book has dark/sad poems so please DO NOT READ if you can't handle it. Rankings: 17th September 2019 #165 in poem #16 in Poesia 28th September 2019 #10 in Poesia

a collection of feelings and redemptions. © all rights reserved 2017 | kimi

''poetry is when an emotion has found its thought and the thought has found words.'' - robert frost

Poetry is the writing of our deepest, darkest, most inner thoughts. When speaking isn't enough and your voice falls upon deaf ears, writing is our only refuge. Join me and experience the workings of my mind in my collection of original poems. (Credit to user: UnresolvedFate for creating my cover) Copyright© All Rights Reserved to OnlyOneWhoCaresxx (Just don't steal, its not that hard)

This is my first book. All of these poems are real to me. Please comment if you like it, but no hate please. Enjoy!!!

Dear Life, Long time, no see... Letters written to a lost life Highest ranking #1 in poetry on 28-5-'18 Sequel - Letters to Life: Letters written to a loved life First place winner in The Butterfly Fly Away awards First place winner in The Golden Star Awards Second place winner in Book Review Center's Summer awards

6 am is a collection of poems about the worst kind of pain a heartbreak serves. This is the poem to all the lovers that went wrong and too confused to describe how they feel out there.