Four years, many exes, a couple of albums, a band split and a band hiatus... a lot has happened since Ryan Ross walked away from Panic! At The Disco. Trying to get lost and forget his feelings for Brendon Urie isn't a walk in the park. So when he comes back to right some wrongs and hope to mend the bridges he burned, is four years enough time for them to make amends - or further their problems?

There was this one kid that stood out the most in Brendon Urie's life. And that was Ryan Ross. He was the kid that got made fun of because he never took the bandana off. And got really pissed when someone tried to take it off. So you'd imagine how he'd react when he bumped shoulders with Brendon in the hall only to realize that the bandana came undone...

Supense......(kinda sorta pretty dirty)

*COMPLETE* Ryan always stared at Brendon the way a guy would stare at his high school crush. In fact, the only time his eyes weren't on him was when he was onstage. That's when he felt closest to Brendon. Brendon couldn't look at Ryan for one second without feeling like his heart was going to burst. He always knew deep down that Ryan was the one--his one true love... he just didn't know how to tell him.

"It was always you falling for me" Ryan mumbled as Brendon's tears streamed down his face like the cold rain falling down on them, Ryan couldn't tell he was crying until Brendon started to sniffle. Thunder rumbled loudly, Ryan shook his head looking deep Into Brendon's red puffy eyes. "Yeah it was" Brendon put the back of his wrist on his forehead as he shook his head more, sobs escaped his lips. Ryan's heart broke for a second, not because he loved Brendon, He does but not like that but his heart broke for breaking Brendon's heart. Ryan turned around looking at his feet and began to walk to his front door. "Please Ry?" Brendon cried out, Ryan shook his head no like a parent does to their child, Ryan opened the front door and took a step in before turning his head back to Brendon. "I'm sorry Bren, I don't love you." Ryan's heart shattered again as he walked into his home and shut the door softly. His hair dripping with water and his eyes dripping tears. He just broke Brendon's heart for the last time.

"Your worse that nicotine!" Cried the younger boy. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ It's a Ryden Fan fiction pretty self explanatory :)))))

Ryan and Brendon spend the rest of summer in a lake house, what do you think is gonna happen?

Ryan Ross is moving again. This time, to Nevada. With his mom gone and his father pretty much always out or drunk, he doesn't care much about anything. He's completely unsold on the thought of going to a new school. Again. But will one person ((You all know who he is.)) change Ryan's mind?

Brendon is a interesting teenager. He wasn't like most people, at all. He is a sass master, funny,charming, and so on. At school, he didn't really have any friends. He thinks people are too scared of him because of his sassy comebacks. He doesn't mind loneliness at school, only at home he cares. Unlike other kids, his parents weren't home all the time. They had work all the time, and only came home at 1 am, then left at 7 am. Only because his family was poor and couldn't pay for everything their selves. Brendon had a job as a Smoothie maker to help pay for their little house. It's basically a cabin on the side of the mountain. Brendon came home on day from work and found a kitty, a black kitten in the forest that was abandoned. He of course, took it in. He thought it would be great to have company in this lonely house. Little does he know of the secrets that lie beneath the kitten, that he named Ryan. Fluffy for short. One day Brendon came home and everything changes once he sees Ryan, different Ryan. Only to see that Ryan isn't exactly a cat.

"You're in shock. Later, the reality will sink in."