Cover by MagicGamer04 ------- Trigger Warning: Self harm, suicide attempts ------- Nana Ashida is a cutter. Kawaii~Chan is an identity to hide her pain. Her blade is her only friend in her mind. Her one source of happiness. Her boyfriend is worried, he knows there's something wrong with her, she won't tell him. But he's found out.

Book one of my Zane~Chan Series (aka my 'Secrets Series') _______________________________ Kawaii~Chan starts to get into a depression when everyone else around her is in a relationship, except for her. So one day she decides to talk to one of the only other people not in a relationship. Zane. Little does she know that Zane is hiding something from her. Something that will change their relationship. He doesn't want to break Kawaii~Chan's heart. But he doesn't want to break his own heart either. ________________________ This story takes place during season 3. Most art I use is not mine, and I give credit to the artists for any that I haven't done. All characters belong to Aphmau. And special thanks to @Layliketoread and @1_Aphmau_Fan for giving me the courage to post this story.