#515 in Teen Fiction Blair Collins in the nerd of the Hawks High School. She is either ignored, or terrorized by her peers not just for being a nerd but for having 'ugly' scars on her neck and one on her face. But only if they knew why.... She is not your average nerd, during school breaks, especially the summer, she serves the military and protects the country. But is it really worth it when nobody ever recognizes you for it. To make her her situation even harder, she starts falling, hard and fast for one of the schools football players, YouTuber and choir leader, Nathaniel Cruz. And when they get together, will her military life tare them apart? Or will their love for each other just be that strong? School, graduation, prom, love and MP5 A3 guns will make one HELL of a year. This is not one of those stories where the girl takes 10000000 months to figure out her feelings and to get the boy to like her.

Adriana Cole is an ex-agent. She was one of the best until a mission went terribly wrong ending her job as an undercover agent. She was relived of her duties and she doesn't want to go back. One problem now they want her back. With her life completely turned upside down Adriana Cole moves back to live with her aunt & uncle in California. But no sooner has she got there when a familiar face is back by her side and her past has come back to haunt her.

Maddie enlists in the army. What has she got to lose? Her brothers best friend beats her up, her mom doesn't care about what she does, her dad is recorded as MIA, and her brother is planning to get married. Why not join the military? Why not prove the records wrong and find out that her dad is still alive? Why not look Death in the eye and laugh? Why not live to tell the tale yourself? This is the story of a girl with nothing to lose, but it turns out just the opposite...