Until when can she consider herself a fan?

STRONG WARNING: DO NOT READ IF YOU HAVEN'T READ THE BOOK 1 OR IT WILL NOT MAKE SENSE. Right after Acel migrated to the States to forget everything, she promised herself that she would never be a fool again. She left her young shattered heart in the Philippines after Kiel left a hole in hers, without him knowing about their son. She built her walls as high as mountains. She made her heart cold and unyielding as ice and stones. Only to be melted away with one tiny incident. How long will she hold on to the rope she has been clinging to for a long time if it is gradually giving her a wound that is still deep in the abyss where the man she considered her savior left her? - STARING AT SOUND | VOICELESS DUOLOGY 1 (COMPLETED)