When Jungkook and his friend Taehyung are caught recording music, he is sure their lives are over for good. But after a narrow rescue, he learns that the anti organization is far from suppressing music. When he loses his voice, will he find another way to make his music? Or will he succumb? TW/ abusive dynamics (not within bts members), injury, sexual harassment (lack of respect for physical boundaries in a 'romantic' manner)

Jungkook has always been happy, smiling at every fan meet and TV show. Loved by his hyungs and fans, he couldn't be better. But, what happens when the CEO of the company tells him that he needs to make some changes? Will he still be able to smile? Warning: This story contains self harm, eating disorders, and other elements which may be uncomfortable for the reader. Read at your own risk. Thank you.

втѕ geтѕ a new мaĸnae and aren'т тoo нappy aвoυт ιт. . . warnιng aт тнe end oғ тнe cнapтer cнaracтer

one day can yoυ ѕтarт тo мιѕѕ ѕoмeone yoυ've alwayѕ нaтed? wнaт нappenѕ wнen yoυ wanт тнeм тo coмe вacĸ тo тнe нoмe тнey were never welcoмed ѕo υnwelcoмed тнaт yoυ locĸed тнeм oυт and тнey alмoѕт dιed. тнιѕ ιѕ нow тнe мeмвerѕ oғ втѕ ғeel aғтer тнey loѕe тнeιr мaĸnae, jeon jυngĸooĸ. [ѕeqυal тo new мaĸnae]

Isn't it often said that the smallest among us should receive the greatest love and care? In this agony of what he claims as existence, it seems that this sentiment is almost sacred, an unwritten rule of the universe. Yet, for Jungkook, this rule had become twisted, for he found himself standing on the periphery of affection, gazing upon the warmth that seemed to elude him. The paradox lay in his silence, his fear of asking for more, there he stays, the complete estrangement from the lives of his family he yearned to be an integral part of. The unspoken fear that they might, in their judgments, bolt the door to their hearts, leaving him forever adrift in the vast sea of solitude, haunted him. The silent plea for acceptance and love remained concealed within him, echoing in the chambers of his heart, even as he remained silent and withdrawn, unable to voice his longing. Warning: (this story isn't an love story.) it's about jungkook struggling to get love from his family.