online : phan
In which Phil meets an odd boy on an online chatting site.
"Promise me you'll always love me." "Only if you promise to take those pills." © plaidlucas | 2014
"We stopped checking for monsters under our beds once we realized the monsters were inside of us." Ashton Irwin. A 16 year old Aussie entering his Junior year. Everyone either ignores him or bullies him to an extent. Other then the bullying, no one talks to him. He hates himself. Luke Hemmings. A 17 year o...
Phil: a loser, continuously beaten and picked on by the other guys at school. Dan: popular, arrogant, and confused. What happens when the two collide? Just like me is a story of trust, love and secrets (Ok I'm making this sound like a bad tv drama, just read the fic please, I broke my thumbs writing it. *WARNING* se...
~12:03 am~ To: "sex god" Mikey i wish we could meet. ~12:07 am~ From: "sex god" Mikey one day, we will. Sequel: Connected
Troye Mellet is not popular. He's middle class in the teenage hierarchy and the head of the bitter kids. Cocky "populars" and superficial teens are his enemies, and high-school society his hell. But, behind the social ruse that is his hatred, there is a deep sadness. Loneliness; bottled and festering into complete mis...
Highest rank: #239 in Teen Fiction Emo Emma is what they call her. She has cuts all over her skin, she listens to 'screamo' music, she smokes, she does drugs, and she is an outcast from everyone. Everyone does all the can to stay away from her. Until a popular boy named Connor starts talking to her... To realize that...
Part 1 Phil is the new boy to school. Dan is the loner who doesn't talk. After his new friends, Chris and Pj, convince him to talk to him, Phil finds himself fascinated with him. As they grow closer he learns that the silent boy has a lot more to him. Part 2 After high school Dan and Phil moved in together, growing c...
"The less you care, the happier you are." He turned to face me, his blue eyes dull with traces of betrayal. "No. The less you care, the lonelier you are." - In a world where people have the ability to flip an emotions switch, many people lack feelings and sympathy in general- including Dan Howell after a tragedy str...
It started as just a harmless game.. But will it end as just a game? (Completed)
"What do you want?" I glared at the blonde boy. "To see if you're okay" He mumbled, looking straight into my eyes. They were full of sorrow and guilt, Like he was actually sad he stopped. It made me even more angry. He broke our promise. "I'm fine. Now stop following me!" I growled. ------> Ever since Grace Jones was...
Dan Howell is a timid boy, who always does as he is told. He was once friends with Phil Lester, the 'bad influence' who soon ditches Dan for the popular group in Year 7. After five years of not talking to each other, they're partnered in a project and Phil's wants to win Dan over just like he has with most of their y...
These are just a few poems and quotes about self harm, self hate, depression, and anorexia. I do not encourage any of those. #60 self help #28 bulimia nervosa #719 alone #456 eating disorder
Phil Lester is sweet and cute; known for his kindness and enthusiasm. Dan Howell is a tough, cold outsider; known as the school's stereotypical 'bad boy'. But if he's so bad, then why on earth did he rescue Phil Lester and give him a smile which would melt anyone's heart?
in a world where your moods are visible above your head, displayed through pictures and icons, it's impossible to hide your true feelings. however dan howell seems to be lacking this. labelled as an emotionless freak, dan is outcasted because his moods are never visible. that is, until an endlessly happy boy named phi...
❝get out of my life after the tour!❞ ❝we were never going to work anyways.❞
Dan Howell secretly loves Phil Lester. Phil Lester secretly loves Dan Howell. Dan Howell is bullied. Phil Lester is best friends with Dan's bully. Dan Howell wants to die. Phil Lester is too afraid to stop him.
Marisol Marie Nelson is in her Junior year of high school. She has been bullied from the age 8 till now by the bad boy Jacob Chase Matthews. She has been mute ever since her mother died and her dad turned abusive. Will she make it ? Will she fall for her enemy ? Your gonna have to read it for yourself
"In which a suicidal teenage girl and a boy who hates her got tumbled by destiny and wrote their ending together."
Nobody ever gives a shit about the drummer. ---- Cover made by: @ashton__tho | Started 10/4/2014, Finished 5/4/2015 | ©Copyright 2015 to Brianna (1D_HarryStyles_1D)
There was one pill. Sitting there on my nightstand, just waiting to be taken. I wanted to, I knew that one pill would show me the light. I knew it would all be over, all the pain, the memories, the tears. It would all be gone. But something was keeping me here. Someone was keeping me on this Earth. So instead of taki...
"I can make you feel good, I can make you feel something you have never felt before." He says.
Ashton is okay right now. He's always like this after a bad bout. He starts off saying that the world is his oyster and he loves everyone, but when the energy and fresh success fades, so does he. Luke knows. He knows about all of Ashton's problems. He knows about the time Ashton was bullied nearly to the brink, the fa...
"Fat fat fat," Luke clawed at his body. "All I am, is fat." - Luke Hemmings is ugly. Luke Hemmings is fat. Luke Hemmings likes to puke. Luke Hemmings despised eating. Luke Hemmings is every negative comment made about him. Luke Hemmings is gay. Luke Hemmings is pretending. Luke Hemmings is damaged goods. Ashton Irw...
Dan is the popular guy who can have anyone he wants. His friend Chris isn’t so sure about that though and makes a bet with him: By the end of term Dan has to make Phil Lester fall in love with him. A/N: There's no selfharm, no depression, no eating disorders, no character deaths, no bullying, no getting beaten up...
"goddamn right, you should be scared of me" {this fan fiction contains some very triggering topics}