Troye Sivan had known Tyler Oakley for 9 years, and had been in love with him for 7. Through 7 years of unwanted feelings of affection in his heart and suffocating heartbreaks, he now desperately wants to let go. But he also wants Tyler to stop him from walking away. ( © ) warning:angst. heavy angst. mentions of death. prepare yourself for anything bad.

It's just too easy to expect that self-proclaimed homophobes (like Troye Sivan) and a homosexuals themselves (like Tyler Oakley) could never get along. Not even mindless vengeful plans or diabolic fake babies or constant mockery or accidental not-dates or attempts to make each other's lives a living hell could force a decent acquaintanceship upon them, much less was there a chance that they'd develop weird yet genuine relationships and feelings that definitely crosses the border of friendship. It would definitely take a million wishes and miracles just for them to like each other. ..right? Entirety of story is fictional; characters are real life people. There will be unacceptable name callings, swearing, labelling, homophobia, sexuality issues, possible smut. If you are triggered by this, please exit for your own good. I do not condone nor discourage anything in this story. Enjoy reading! ( © ) [ saaachie | June 2014 ]

Troye and Tyler had the ideal summer romance, but what happens when Tyler shows up at Troye's hometown high school? Will Troye continue to be the fake, slutty guy he is? Or will Tyler bring out the real him? (Inspired by the movie "Grease) *Fab cover made by the fab @xSillyTilly

What if you could hear them? The thoughts they deigned not reasonable enough to say out loud, the things not suitable for even a giggly teenage gossip conversation. Would it be a blessing or a curse? Troye, the unlucky teenager bestowed with this 'gift', thinks of it as a curse, with good reason. Do you know how hard it is to keep a relationship with someone when you know exactly what they think of you? Impossible. It's impossible. Or at least that's what Troye thinks, considering he's given up on even trying to make it work. He's different, people shun different. People hate different. And it's better to go under the radar, to be nothing, than to be hated. Right? Tyler, on the other hand, has taken a different approach to a similar problem. No, he can't 'read minds', but he does have a part of himself he doesn't want a soul to know about. He's quarterback, every girl's dream guy, an academic mastermind, and he's also gay. He's seen how different kids get treated, hell, he's been the one to treat them that way before. Why on Earth would he ever wish that on himself? No, it's easier to hide, to be someone you're not, than to be hated. Right?

Troye is junior in high-school. Each day is struggle and it feels as though everything wants to bring him down. Expect Tyler. Tyler makes the pain almost bearable, he makes almost makes it worth fighting. But, Troye also knows that Tyler has the power to crush him even more. Is Tyler worth the risk? Tyler sees Troye and can see the suffering in his eyes. He wants nothing more than to hold Troye and help him, but will Troye let him in? And will Tyler be able to finally let go of his past that he has run from for so long? Can these boys help each other and give each other a reason to try? **trigger warning**

A new country, a new school, new friends, new enemies, new feelings. Troye his first day at his new High School is kind of hectic. But when he starts feeling something for Tyler, the hot rebellious guy in his class, his world collapses. No matter how hard he tries, Troye can't deny the fact that he's in love. In love with a boy... A love that seems to be returned, but not accepted. Troye and Tyler must fight in order to love each other freely. {NOT ORIGINAL-BASED ON THE DUTCH BOOK "JASPER'S BUTTERFLIES"}

Having a best friend is probably one of the most amazing things in the world. They're always here for you when you need a laugh or a shoulder to cry on. They stick with you through the downs and always bring you up. When you break a leg, when you're sick, when your heart is broken there is nobody to call other than your best friend. This is simply the story of two best friends being best friends but what happens when they stop being just best friends? This is not just an era, a page in a book, a day in your life. This is more than that. To Tyler Oakley and Troye Sivan this is everything.

During Tyler's trip to Perth the Mellet's join forces with Troye and Tyler's Youtube friends to get them together. Will they succeed or will they make their unique relationship too awkward to bear? -No triggering content, just adorable fluff-

"Hello." He hissed out of the corner of the dark room, I dared to call mine. He sounded distant, but I still cowered to direct my attention towards him. I soon felt cold air on the back of my neck, forcing me to turn around. His eyes were red like flames, clothes disheveled and torn. Even though his soul appeared dark, the pink in his lips was still prominent. His pitch black hair stood perfectly on top of his face that screamed beauty and danger. But the slightest blood stains on his hands reminded me of what he really was. A pair of lips barely touched my neck, sending shivers down my spine, "I've been waiting," he whispered against my skin. He was my childhood monster. He was just a demon. He was The Midnight Man. And I think I loved him. //First book of the series// **please don't steal this. if you do ur a dick**