THIS IS NOT MY BOOK!!! I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS BOOK!!!! The original book Twist and Shout by the author from achiveofourown (Gabriel (AO3)) ALL THE CREDITS GOES TO GABRIEL AND STANDBYME!!

WARNING: Do not read if you haven't read Twist and Shout/destiel • • • Castiel has just passed away and Dean is suffering without his beloved by his side. But writing him a letter now and then always seems to help. • • • This is honestly just my way of trying to cope with this story.

What happened after castiels death , but the beginning of supernatural is all because of Castiel . How ? ...Castiel Novak is not dead

Dean has left Cas in desperation. The war had scarred him and it had scarred him bad. With Cas now out of his life, he's even more lost than he was before. Will Cas give in to the pain of the loss of his lover or will he pull through and find Dean along with a way to create that Polaroid picture perfect life they've both so desperately wanted to share together? (I just want to clarify that I did not write the original "Twist and Shout". I recently finished reading it and it had bruised and beat my heart to a pulp. I decided to write an alternative ending that wouldn't leave me soaked in my own tears. My writing may not be as fantastic as the original but I'll attempt it. Please enjoy and to all the other fangirls out there, I hope this eases the pain.)