Trixie, a country singing Barbie has given up on love till she meets a mysterious Russian girl. Will she try to love again?

with her went so much of me. {or the one about schizophrenia}

experimental /ɪkˌspɛrɪˈmɛnt(ə)l,ɛkˌspɛrɪˈmɛnt(ə)l/ based on untested ideas or techniques and not yet established or finalized.

anxiety /aŋˈzʌɪəti/ noun a feeling of worry, nervousness, or unease about something with an uncertain outcome.

as the title says really comment on the first chapter with a request or prompt if you want to see something specific

"dear trixie..." "i should've known from day one that it would end up like this. it was obvious. but something told me it would work out. that i'd somehow be your guardian angel. i guess i was wrong. i love you." "i love you too, but don't say that." "say what?" "katya zamolodchikova, you're the closest thing to an angel i ever had."

aes•the•tic (/iːsˈθɛtɪk,ɛsˈθɛtɪk/): adjective concerned with the beauty or the appreciation of beauty

The buddy systems turns out to be a lot more than she expected

Best friends Trixie Mattel and Katya Zamolodchikova have been living next to each other for years. They're the closest of friends, sharing secrets, messages and even a popular internet show. But what happens when one of them starts developing feelings and the other one gets a wake up call?