There aren't many AxA books out there, and we're a small fanbase so I'm not expecting many reads but this is for y'all AxA shippers! I got your backs x💝

Amanda Holden had a mammogram and the doctor found a lump in her breast tissue. When a man comes on the BGT stage in London and sings I'm Gonna Love You Through It by Martina McBride, Amanda runs off after the audition finishes. Alesha Dixon, the woman Amanda has has a crush on for years, follows after her. Amanda tells Alesha that she may have breast cancer. This makes Alesha realize that Amanda, her crush, might not have long to live since it had been known that women can die from breast cancer. Alesha resolves to tell Amanda her feelings for the older woman but the problem is, if she said yes, how much time would they have as a couple since Amanda has breast cancer?

*Completed* After Elizabeth's performance Amanda is shaken and Alesha notices her discomfort. After spending the night together they both develop crushes on each other but are both to scared to act on them

Alesha Dixon is lesbian and she did have a girlfriend in university but they had broken up because she had just been using her girlfriend for sex. Amanda Holden was her girlfriend and now she's a mother to two children by the age of twenty five. They meet again in Alesha's classroom because of Amanda's daughter, not expecting to see each other. The two women reconnect and start their relationship over but everything changes for them. [Alemanda AU] [Updates on Wenesday and Fridays]

How does it feel when your lover cheats on you with your bestfriend and wants you back? How does it feel that your bestfriend was already backstabbing you? Join Amanda as she rides on an intense journey of her life. Discovering about his lover Simon Cowell cheating on her.

So like, I unpublished this whole book because I couldn't help but feel embarrassed at the state of my writing. However, many of you guys really liked it so I'm just re-editing each chapter and uploading them at a leisurely pace. Simon decided to hire new judges for the show, Britain's Got Talent, replacing David Hasslehoff and Carmen Electra as a result. Consequently, he hired both Alesha Dixon and David Walliams but it seemed as if he managed to catch himself in a kerfuffle. Will this issue resolve itself before it's too late?