"roll up your sleeves Zayn" tw • self harm • abuse • anorexia • depression • suicide attempts • more to come {i restarted this story because my tops sounded like bottoms oop} started : october 29, 2018 finished : june 19, 2020

••complete 2014•• forced to hide their relationship, two boys meet every night under the stars. the moon their spotlight as they fall deeper in love

[yo this story is hella cringe !! read at your own risk] BOOK 1 liamsinzayn: hey daDDY liamsinzayn: NOTICE ME PLS liamsinzayn: fukc your new pic liamsinzayn: you look heLLA HOT DADDY liamsinzayn: fuCK ME UP PLS LIAM PAYNE in which zayn malik is in love with One Direction's liam payne and just wants Liam to notice him already so he makes sure to hit his dm's up everyday. © 2016, worshipayne, All Rights Reserved.

"That night Zayn released all of his burdens onto Liam and Liam accepted them willingly."

In which Louis' mum does not have enough money to provide school lunch, so Harry gives him an orange everyday instead.

[Complete] Louis brings a new item everyday to the local homeless boy. Little does he know.. falling in love with him is inevitable. Highest Ranking: #1 in LarryStylinson

Eleanor and Louis are obviously in love. They got back together because of fate and larries need to see that. (Updated cover)

My heart was beating and adrenaline was running through my body at a thousand miles per second. My hand wrapped around the door knob, but then I was pulled back painfully by my arm. I was whipped around and was face to face with a pissed off Louis. "Where do you think you're going, love?" He asked, and I gulped at how dark his voice sounded. The sane part of me was absolutley terrified of it, and I didn't like it, but the part of me that thought Louis was incredible was so turned on by his dark side. "Answer the question." He said as he squeezed my wrist tighter, and I winced a bit, but I didn't answer the question. "Were you trying to leave? Were you trying to run away from me?" He asked, and I felt his nails digging into my skin. I gave a small yelp of pain and then he was dragging me harshly by my arm down the hall again. He passed the room that I was staying in before and opened another door that was three doors down. He pushed me inside, and I couldn't see a thing. The room was completely dark. I began to breath faster because I've never been a big fan of the dark. I hated it. I didn't like what I couldn't see. I jumped as I felt a hand on my waist and my breath caught as I felt a surge of electricity run through me. I felt him pull me closer to him until my back was against his chest. His lips rubbed against my ear and he slowly whispered out "You can't leave, Harry. You're never gonna get away. I'm not gonna let you."

17Black: a gay strip club in London known for hot strip teases, a talented dj, and matchmaking? Harry is moving to London as a new addition to 17Black - new penthouse, hot job, amazing pay - sounds great. Sure it is a clear violation of Harry's sexuality, but it's not gay unless you make it gay, right? Plus it's only for a month anyway. And of course, time flies when you meet a cute bloke named Louis. Who knows? A lot can happen in a month.

'You're such a fat pig' reads a tweet aimed at Louis. "Thanks I know, that's why I don't eat and when I do I throw it up" I think to myself. ------- "Why isn't Louis his happy go lucky normal self anymore" I think to myself worriedly. "I'm going to find out what's bothering and I'm not going to stop until I fix it" I promise myself, thinking fondly of the smaller yet older boy, who I think I like but know he wouldn't like me back, after all he's straight right? ------- This is a story of how Louis travels down the road of anorexia and bulimia until he reaches breaking point and doesn't know if there's any return. Smut af.