"You wrote this because you knew I'd find it." I chew at my lip. "You knew I'd find it and freak out." Before I know it he's storming out. After school on the day Evan and Connor have their run-in, Evan happens to help save Connor's life. Their families grow close and now they have to learn to get along, despite Connor's distaste for the anxious boy. They get caught in a lie that winds into a bigger lie of them dating. (I'm bad at descriptions.) (TW: this deals with very serious stuff, such as: panic attacks, suicide attempts, and self harm. Read at your own risk, stay safe.) Slow updates

Evan Hansen is an anxious teen. He constantly feels alone and panic attacks are a normal things. He goes to a therapist, but it doesn't really help. In reality it just makes him seem even more different from other students at his high school. Soon, all of this changes though, when he meets someone who would change his life forever. Connor Murphy.

The sun is bright, our shirts are clean We're sitting up above the sea Come on and share this jam with me Peach or plum or strawberry Any kind is fine, you see Come on and share this jam with me I'll do my best to give this jam the sweetness it deser-er-er-erves And I'll keep it fresh I'm jammin' on these tasty preserves Ingredients in harmony We mix together perfectly Come on and share this jam with me

COMPLETED! (SWEARING, SELF HARM, SELF HATE, ATTEMPTED SUCIDE, HOMOPHOBIC SLURRS AND ANXIETY ATTACK WARNING) First day of senior year! What could be better? (Stop looking at me like that, Connor, it was sarcasm!) Evan was nervous. Extremely nervous. He looked around the school lockers. Who was that boy with shoulder-length way brown hair, a black jacket and jeans? He saw him somewhere. He knew he did. Connor hated school. Absolutely hated it. School was hell. But, something is different about this year. It has something to do with that cute-no not cute-boy with blond short, a light blue polo shirt and khakis. Has he seen him somewhere before?......Definitely. (Cover is not mine! I don't know who made it, but it is awesome!)

"That sounds familiar. My friend online says that a lot." Connor and Evan both know each other through their screen names, and outside of their blogs and chats, they don't know anything about one another. Not even that they've been texting. - [includes all characters. general tw: disfunctional family, mental illness, drug use and rebellious behavior. Specific tws will be before each chapter if it's used heavily or it's not apart of this list, which isn't often] Open to constructive criticism and opinions!!

COMPLETED! (SWEARING, SELF-HATE, PANIC ATTACK, HOMOPHOBIC SLURRS, DEATH, AND EXTREME GAY WARNING) "The Worst of Me" sequel! Connor woke up to bright light. He didn't want this-he wanted to be dead. But something stops him from trying again. Or someone: Evan. After a marriage, a heartbreak, and another suicide attempt, things were not going very well for Connor and Evan. Especially not when people have been reported missing for weeks. Would they be able to stay together? Even through the darkest times?

(Treebros) After Evan shows up at his locker asking for his history notes, Connor starts falling in love with the anxious boy. But things get complicated when Evan's abusive dad shows up.

Conner x evan tw; depression, suicide attempts, anxiety, drugs, swearing, smut???? "Evan please talk to me... Evan? "no Connor, just go away" "Evan please i love you" "I-I don't"

* NEW CAPTION * THIS BOOK LITERALLY SUCKS LMAO STOP READING IT U WERIDOS im kidding I love u thanks ~~~~~~~~~ This will be a Connor Murphy x Evan Hansen book! All characters are owned by The Dear Evan Hansen, Book? Musical? You know what I mean. Warings ⚠ -Smut - Bad language

Sequel to Falling For You (Tree Bros)! It's been a year since Connor Murphy went missing, but Evan's not giving up.