do you know, the pain of being a leader ? the burden and the sacrifices that you have to make, the pain you keep inside to maintain perfection and makes sure to hit everyones expectation, Kim Namjoon knows that, he knows those stuff way too well. 《Short Story》 [ EDITED ] • Started : early of 2019 • Ended : in the middle of 2019

"All we do is argue all the time" "Why is that?" "We're in a toxic relationship" "why don't you just break up?" "Because he's someone you can't leave no mater what" (warning I'm dyslexic and there may be some errors so don't judge)

･*ﾟ:*:✼✿ *✍︎* ✿✼:*:*･ ʜɪs ᴜᴘɢʀᴀᴅᴇᴅ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ɪs ɴᴏᴡ ᴘᴏʀᴛʀᴀʏᴇᴅ ɪɴ ᴠᴀʀɪᴏᴜs ᴡᴀʏs. ･*ﾟ:*:✼✿ *✍︎* ✿✼:*:*･

･*ﾟ:*:✼✿ *✍︎* ✿✼:*:*･ ʜɪs ʟᴏᴠᴇ ɪs ᴘᴏᴜʀᴇᴅ ᴏɴᴛᴏ ᴀ sɪᴍᴘʟᴇ, sᴍᴀʟʟ ᴘᴀᴘᴇʀ. ･*ﾟ:*:✼✿ *✍︎* ✿✼:*:*･

"there were things the both of us couldn't say" [160423]

In which your best friend loves BTS and drags you to their meet and greet. Ranked #1 under #rapmon Ranked #4 under #rapmon Ranked #4 under #namjoon

Kim Namjoon is the ugliest professor at Bulletproof University... ...or so they thought. #96 in Fanfiction 170512 #1 in NamJin 170827 #4 in Yoonseok 171026 #1 in angst 180711 Managed to stay ranked #842 in Fanfiction for 19 days straight. 161106-25 #44 in BTS 180513 (Cross-posted to AO3)

He said, "I am the leader in a KPop group." "What's a KPop group?" , you asked.

[SOULMATE AU] [✓] He appeared as a silhouette in my dream along with a warm summer breeze. But just as he came, he disappeared. Taking with him half of me. When the morning came, I could not remember his face. Still, his warmth remains. "Who are you? Why am I crying?" I whisper to myself in the dark, catching a few slipping tears in my hand. With a stinging in my heart, I make up my mind. What would you do if you kept meeting him over and over? Will you forget him? Will you remember? Most importantly, will you look for him? Beautiful cover by @JaeJae_5

In which members are oblivious to the fact that Namjoon is dying inside a little more each day. Started: 19/12/18 Ended: ? Trigger warning: self-harm self-hate mentions of suicide insomnia eating disorder little cursing