Haphephobia is a rare but often devastating phobia. It's the fear of being touched. Imagine the second someone touches you without warning you immediately cringe and vigorously rub that area until you can no longer feel it. You just want to roll into a ball and cry. People see you as a psychopath, a freak because you are different. What they don't know is why you have this fear. How it had come on. That was something no one knew, you just wanted to forget. It's not easy and it never has been. How can someone fight a fear they've had for twenty years? You simply can't. Do not read if you're sensitive to the topics of abuse, rape, death, or self harm.

THIS IS NOT MY BOOK!!! I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS BOOK!!!! The original book Twist and Shout by the author from achiveofourown (Gabriel (AO3)) ALL THE CREDITS GOES TO GABRIEL AND STANDBYME!!

Dean is ready to kill himself. His dads an alcoholic, his mum is dead, and he never has had any friends. Then he meets Castiel.

Castiel Novak and Dean Winchester met on their way to Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry in first year. They got off on the wrong foot, but soon their friendship blossomed. Over the course of 5 years, Cas began to fall for Dean. Castiel hates the struggle of fancying his straight best friend, and knows Dean could never feel the same, but his love for Dean Winchester isn't fading anytime soon. When Dean first met Cas, he found something alluring about that blue eyed boy. Even though they ended up sorted into separate houses, Dean made it his mission to find out more about Cas and to become his friend. He soon found himself wondering if he had been too successful when he found himself beginning to fancy his best friend. With regular struggles of teen drama, Quidditch, school work, and neither knowing the other's feelings, Dean and Cas both refuse to act on their feelings. Could bottled up feelings drive them apart, or will one finally admit to fancying the other?