Alexander Hamilton was always alone, he never had any friends, all of his real family was dead, he lived with the Schuyler Sisters and thier father. Too him? Love was weakness the feeling of butterflies in his stomach that made him sick. The main thing that cause this fear was the 'Hamilton Pamphlet', John Laurans and him dated for 4 years, Alexander refused to have sex with him so Laruans drugged him, raped him, and broke him. To everyone in the office? Hamilton was just a dirty slut. He didn't hate love, he was just scared of experiencing it again, in fear of repeating the cycle. Everything changes when he meets his new boss, named Thomas Jefferson. Philophobia: A fear of expreincing the feeling of love. !Trigger Warnings! *Rape *Kidnapping *Panic attacks *Self Harm *Slurs

Lams Oneshots! There's going to be; -Fluff -Angst -Smut Hope you enjoy!

Alex i'm 17 i'm attending kings collage to become a layer i keep people at a arm distance and i attended to keep it that way until i met the gang but who could actual care about.........me John i'm 19 i'm attending collage for biology to become a marine biologist I love people and all that life has to offer then i meet him my heart stopped he makes me so helpless I will make sure to make this boy mine

OK YALL LAST REUPLOAD I SWEAR. ALSO ILL PUBLISH THE WHOLE THING WHEN MY INTERNET ISNT SHITTING ITSELF. Alexander has always been lonely. Sure, he's had flings with women, but it's never been anything real. He's married to his work and is more devoted to it than anything or anyone else. But what happens when his house burns down and he has to go live with his worst enemy? Fluff and smut. Modern AU where Alex is a lawyer. #3 in jamilton 5/2/19 #1 in jamilton 5/8/19

Liar. Insane. Thief. Killer. Manipulative. All of these words have been used to describe, the one and only, Alexander Hamilton. "Beware, it goeth before the fall!"