| a true story about a boy who hides his pain behind his smile and a girl determined to see it | - FREE story with paid Exclusive Chapters and Writer Reveals - Twice Featured - Taylor Ming is trying to cope with the aftermath of her twin brother's suicide, and her depressed mother and avoidant father aren't really helping. With one of her friends' self-harming while another deals with a chronically ill boyfriend, being diagnosed with Diabetes and forced to use insulin thrice a day is Taylor's worst nightmare. When she catches the school's golden boy Shane Gray popping pills in a bathroom, then, Taylor is sure she's in a living hell. Is he depressed? Is he using drugs? She's afraid of losing more people and strikes a deal with Shane. He'll tell her if he ever has the urge to hurt himself and she'll keep his secret. What neither of them knows, however, is that he's already hurting himself without knowing it. And Shane's life is falling apart quicker than Taylor's. Because life isn't black and white and, sometimes, seeing gray can make all the difference. Warning: The story talks about suicide, self-harm, drug use, and mental health problems which may be triggering for some readers.

*** this was written when I was 15, you've been warned*** [1st place winner of the Rose Awards] [#2 in disease 06.25.18] [COMPLETED ✓] Sebastian had never planned to leave the mental hospital. He didn't plan on meeting a terminally ill girl and running across the country with her. He didn't plan on falling in love. Sebastian never knew how to live, he just always dreamt of it, but Luna made him realize there's more to life than just suffering. -REVIEWS- "I wanted to say I love this story so much. I love the characters and the plot and everything about it. I cried tons of times and I laughed and I felt like I was travelling with them. Thank you for writing this story, it will be one I come back to time and time again." - astroids- "Ok, I don't usually do stuff like this but I just wanna say this book was beautiful. The plot was amazing. It's just amazing how you put it together so nicely and I really appreciate how you did. The characters were unique and it was beautiful seeing each of them grow. You're amazing and this book was beautiful." - likhangdiwa The Sea, The Stars, and Luna abbymurrin © 2017 ™

Audrey Kepler wants to breathe, to run, to live. It should be a given, after all, a gift everyone receives at birth. The day she gets on the bus is the day she finally admits to herself that being alive and living are two separate things. And Audrey wants to live. When she meets Eli Davis, a mysterious, quiet, and timid boy, she assumes that they are opposites. But, they are more similar than she could have ever imagined. Eli wants to live, he thinks. He at least wants to taste what it's like before he decides. She was the sun; warm, bright, radiant, and full of the purest light. He was the stars; distant and scarce, yet fascinating and effervescent if you took the time to look closely enough. They seem so different at first glance, the sun and the stars, but they are just alike.

Peter is Tony's kid unless otherwise stated. Taking requests. Characters are from SpiderMan Homecoming! Don't own any of the characters. PETER WILL NOT AT ANY POINT BE DATING SOMONE WAAAYY OLDER THEN HIM. Also I'm keeping this pg for the most part. Daily updates! #1 in Super Family 9/12/18 #1 in Ironman 10/17/18 Picture is from @Jenny_Good_Witch Book dedicated to @whitewolf134 ❤️❤️

Just lots of sadness and pain and hurt/comfort and probably way too many hospital scenes Whumpcember Also published on AO3

Alexis is a 15 year old girl from Palo Alto, California. She's in love with 9 amazing boys, but one of them catches her eye. Shawn Mendes. The boy with the amazing voice and beautiful personality. While on the plane ride to Orlando, Alex catches Shawn's eye and he falls fast and hard for Alex. ~ *THERE IS SELF HARM, DEPRESSION, AND A LITTLE BIT OF ALCOHOL INVOLVED. PROCEED AT YOUR OWN RISK. ENJOY LOVELIES* oh by the way: my writing starts out crappy, but if you stick with it, I progress, I do apologize, this was my first ever fanfiction I'm so sorry. it's also horridly cliché and everything moves a little too fast. <<<<< completed>>>>> all rights reserved. © smendes_mclifford 2014

Hello!!! So since is been a little bit since my last fan fiction here (literally has been 3 days) I am with a new one. This is strictly for watt pad because I will be able to get away with a lot more things. So buckle up and enjoy the ride.... This is going to be alternate universe. So Shawn Mendes isn't going to be the famous singer we all know. Totally different Shawn. Hope you like it!!!!

[Winner of The Fanfiction Award 2017 for Best Magcon/OGOC Fanfiction] Sadie Salvay, a girl who is never in trouble. A girl who was never asked on a date, knew a guy who liked her, or even had her first kiss. A girl who never had music in her life. At least, that was until she heard a single song, and everything changed. Sadie never understood how other girls could be so crazy over bands and celebrities. She thought that these girls were silly, and that all celebrities were fake and had egos bigger than the planet. However, that was only until she laid her eyes on Shawn Mendes for the very first time while watching a videoclip, and then she couldn't take him off her mind, or pass a day without listening to his songs. They made her feel better, feel happier. She believed on the guy she saw on the screen of her phone, but a bugging doubt was still on the back of her mind: is this all real? Is he exactly who he makes me believe he is? Or did media manipulate me in a way that makes me believe that Shawn is who I think he is? And from that moment onwards, she knew that she had to meet him or at least see him live, no matter what. After a long wait, that moment has come. She was certain that this would be one of the best days of her life. However, she didn't know that it was going to be so much more than that. It was just the beginning of a whole new chapter in her life. Though will the changes after that day be for the better, or the worse? Highest ranks: #1 under "Shawn Mendes Fanfic" 01/12/17 #2 under "Shawn Mendes" 04/16/17 #2 in Fanfiction 07/19/17 I own all of my created characters and the writing and the plot of this story. I do not own: any published books, apps and companies, movies, quotes, published book characters, songs, and etc., that are mentioned/referenced in the story. I also include in this any media in this story that I don't state is mine.

Nothing's permanent. Not love, hope, or happiness. It's all just little parts that make up what we call "life". But that's not permanent either.

Who could love me? I'm out of my mind. He was at the climax of his journey and swimming with triumph with his wife right by his side. &quot;We did it.&quot; He asserted, not knowing of the imminent downfall to come. For he had been blinded, so blinded in fact that he couldn't predict just how far he was going to fall. Her life had been grey with all colour sucked out and destroyed leaving her a mess of monotone. And to bring this story to an abrupt end, she had grown used to it. She didn't know any different and the line between right and wrong appeared significantly more faded. As her world was splashed with colour and her eyes opened to the possibilities surrounding her, his began to fade, returning to the black and white he thought he had escaped long ago. Up against challenges only the strongest of relationships can withstand, previously unexpected confrontations that may force a bond that seemed ever so unlikely. *A collaboration with the amazingly talented DarkHighness