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Dean is ready to kill himself. His dads an alcoholic, his mum is dead, and he never has had any friends. Then he meets Castiel.

Haphephobia is a rare but often devastating phobia. It's the fear of being touched. Imagine the second someone touches you without warning you immediately cringe and vigorously rub that area until you can no longer feel it. You just want to roll into a ball and cry. People see you as a psychopath, a freak because you are different. What they don't know is why you have this fear. How it had come on. That was something no one knew, you just wanted to forget. It's not easy and it never has been. How can someone fight a fear they've had for twenty years? You simply can't. Do not read if you're sensitive to the topics of abuse, rape, death, or self harm.

They looked into each other's eyes and knew. But the true question was whether or not this was right. Perhaps it was so very wrong. But they didn't care. All they cared about was each other. Includes Sabriel