This is a book full of a bunch of phobias. Goal: 215 Source: phobialist.com (and some other random websites) Hit 100 chapters on 07/02/2018

In alphabetical order, hopefully I'll cover all of the phobias. Do you have an interest in learning about severe fears? To be precise, phobias. Look no further.

There is alot of triggering scenes in this story, if you are not into that please do not read the book and give it hate. This was inspired by the song 'Baby Don't Cut' by BMike

"Please don't do it" •contains mostly texting•

Just bunch of quotes. This is how I sometimes feel, and I love this kind of quotes because I know that someone out there is like me. I do not own any of this quotes. I do not promote suicide. Trigger warning!

I'm Heather Parks. I'm the weakest soul there ever was. I gave up. I lost hope. I killed myself... But every day since I killed myself, I've tried to Un-kill myself. Every day since I killed myself, I've asked myself: Why? Every day since I killed myself, I die once again because of what I've done. Every day since I killed myself, I think of what I've lost. Every day since I killed myself, I wish I hadn't done it... And compared to the pain I'm feeling right now, the pains I felt during my life were nothing. Nothing at all... PRAISE FOR 'SUICIDE': "The agony is so surreal, it broadens your horizons to feel deeper. The pain is alluring." - Mahwish.A.Aleem  "Reluctant to relinquish my love for such a story , i request all of the readers to cherish it and not treat it lightly" - Maheen Irfan "The intensity of the author's emotions has a certain depth which makes the reader reflect on the different aspects of their life." - Maheen Amir

Poetry I started years ago and have started adding to again cause why not. Life is a bitch, eat a banana and move on yadada. So this is about abuse, self harm, depression and mental illness. I've had a bit happen to me but hey not everything is that bad, but sometimes scars just dont heal, ya know? So I'm just gonna be writing and posting when something comes to mind and edit my older stuff. Read at your own risk of being triggered?

Her hands were always in her sleeves. Until he tried to hold them.

Amanda was being bullied. She suffered from major depression. She only had a few friends. Her parents never cared for her and treat her like crap. It all took one bad day to end it all. So she texted her friends saying bye. She ended the text with "if your reading this its too late..."

I am only posting this series of poems, stories and quotes because it makes me feel a little less alone and makes me a little less likely to kill myself if I have something to do or a goal to reach. Most of these are NOT MINE but some of them (specified*) were written by me. These could be triggering as they deal with topics like self-harm, eating disorders and suicide. (*Slowest Form of Suicide, Paper, Homework, Stories, Six Months, Self-Pity, Friendship, Flowers, Invisible Demons)