Wary of the decadence and skewed morals that her burgeoning music career might impose upon her, Joanna feels out of place at the rite-of-passage Notting Hill party her new manager has invited her to, until she encounters Matty - practically an old hand in the business, but sweetly untouched by their strange surroundings. The instincts and values Joanna used to cling to don't guide her now as well as they used to, and as the venues get bigger and the radio plays rack up, it becomes increasingly difficult to know what her friendship with Matty is really about. 'My ability to stay awake was waning, and I could feel myself dropping off, the darkness and warmth enveloping me. But somewhere in that liminal space, between consciousness and a blank stupor, I vaguely registered a hand finding mine across the sheets, fingers interlinking and holding it there, in the space between our faces.' (((* = mature content))) COMPLETED 19/11/20.

"look me in the eyes and tell me you don't miss the way I used to run my hands down your pretty body." in which a model is forced to date her ex boyfriend for the public eye. ------ CONTAINS : sexual content, language EDITING

"do i seriously have to walk to the mailbox shirtless every morning just to get your attention?" {lophie} {warning; slight smut, sexual content, you get it} ©loudluke

"Calum please don't go." I plead desperately. "I can't stay." He says coldly before grabbing his bag and walking to the door. "Cal.." I reach out for him but he flinches away. "It's feels like you put a knife through my chest and pushed it right through to the,other side of my back." His eyes are glassy and I feel my heart shatter. This wasn't suppose to happen. Calum was the last person I ever wanted to hurt yet I had hurt him the most. "The Boyfriend project worked out really well Genie." He says before walking out the door.

Making her dreams come true with her best friends is everything Carter Heart could have hoped for, but it won't be easy. The introduction of a certain Australian bassist into her life means a chance for exposure, but that's not all it may bring... *** Calum Hood fanfiction *See info page for trigger warnings, content info, and any other general information to know about this story. **Songs from existing female pop artists will be used as CODA's songs. My music writing ability is no where near what it would need to be to write them original works.** #1 in #5secondsofsummer February 2020 #1 in #5sosfanfic February 2020 #2 in #calumhood March 2020

won't last, I'm okay with that // burn, crash, romance -basically a Calum fluff book with occasional smut and a big surprise at the end :) (previously called If These Walls Could Talk) highest rank: #1 in 5sosfanfic (sept-nov. 2018)

"Hopefully being roommates will settle your arguments."

don't forget that you loved me once // continuation/sequel to Talk Fast Started on January 1, 2019 Ended June 15, 2019

"Promise me you'll be fine?" She said as the two of held onto each other's hands for dear life. "I'll be just fine." I said kissing her hand and reassured her through my tears.

Calum believes that he's got everything a guy could ever wish for: popularity, a band with his best friends, and pretty girls in his high school swooning over him. He always thinks that whatever Calum wants, Calum gets. But of course, nothing stays the same. It all started when a girl named Kristen bumped and crashed into his life and asked him to pretend as her boyfriend for a month. Calum knew it would be nothing but a stupid deal until that stupid little thing started changing every single thing about what he always believes in. He woke up one day realizing three things. One, not everything he believed in is always true. Two, he knew something in his life was missing. And lastly... He's sure as hell that he's not pretending anymore. * Published: September 2013 Completed: March 2014 Status: Major Editing