two young women broken and beaten to the bone....they helped one another for the longest time. through thick and thin, they were together. trauma, blood, tears, torture....the things that bonded them all seemed to be filled with the putridity of death and decay; and yet, something so beautiful was able to blossom, something so delusional. they thought nothing would separate them. nothing could break a bond so strong.....right?

BEHIND THE DESCRIPTION I quickly feel the warmth of his body on my back "God your so...pure," His breath hitches I feel the hot air of the exhalation on my neck every time his breath repeats it's pattern my face heats up and my heart has a faster pace He grabs my hips almost instantly after breathing heavily on my neck, gripping them satisfyingly like he owns them, I bite my lip from the sensation as I do I can feel his smirk on my neck from my reaction to him grasping my hips

🌈Behind The Description🌈 Millie: Yes, Y/n likes Noah Finn: wHaT?! That's not even faiiirrrr! Noah: What? Are... You guys...talking about... Millie: Oh nothing tiny innocent Noah 😂 Finn: I swear... Noah: You swear? What? Finn: Nothing, Just don't talk to me Noah Noah: What's your problem Finn: I'm out *Finn is Offline* Millie: Y/n likes you Noah Sadie: Why. Are. You. Guys. BLOWING UP MY PHONE?! Noah: So that's why he's pissed?! Oh my godddd! That's so dumb...I'll talk to him tomorrow ig but im leaving too bye *Noah is Offline* Millie: We blew up your phone because Y/n likes Noah Sadie: Oh 😂 Alright, I knew that... bye *Sadie is Offline* Millie: ): *Millie is Offline*

~10 years ago~ "Noahhhh give me it baaaack," I whine and pout like a child but he just raises my toy higher "No, not until you tell me I'm taller than you," He smiles I whine and start to cry running away to the corner of the wall "Y-Y/n I'm sorry," He says and runs after me hugging me tight "You'll always be my best friend...I'll never leave or forget about you so... here," He says not hugging me anymore but sitting criss crossed next to me while handing me the toy ~Today, October 3~ "Noah...It's your birthday...your 15 now...," I say trying not to cry as I hold his hand while he lays in the hospital bed "Please. Wake up. For me... It's been a year now," I say as tears force their way out "Noah...please," I whine quickly clinging myself around his waist soon after crying hard into his chest

⚡BEHIND THE DESCRIPTION⚡: His hands become shaky, His hair flowly, and his eyes watery "Y-Y/N," He says looking at me dead in the eyes nervously biting his lip, trying not to cry "I love you so much," He says looking down "I wanna touch you, but I can't, because I'm afraid to hurt you..." He then says looking back at me fast tears start to run down his face "Just hold me...I just want you to hold me...," I say biting my lip trying to hold everything in "I- I'm scared t-to Y/N I-I can't," He says forcing his eyes shut wishing he would stop crying "I can't... handle this anymore," I cry running to him and hugging around his waist I cant hurt you Y/N... I just can't...," He says pulling my arms away roughly tears fall hard on the ground below our feet he then walks away, leaving me alone...

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