Love was never meant to be so painful. A fave story of mine by CJ

"Is This Your First Time Being With A Sugar Daddy?"

In the midst of their traumatic personal issues and life problems, Shawn Carter and Beyoncé Knowles cross paths. Two stubborn teenagers in desperate need of genuine love and true happiness. Do they finally receive it?

25 year old Shawn Carter also known as Hov in the drug dealer streets is a famous king pin. He has been notorious for selling crack-cocaine, murdering fellow rivals, and dodging prison time. However things may come to a change when a certain person comes into his life.

Beyoncé Knowles, 34 years old, mother of 5, moves back to her hometown, Houston, Texas, to be closer to family, and to take the job as a teacher at the United States Penitentiary in Beaumont, Texas. During her time working at the prison she meets, Jay, a criminal. It's hard for Beyoncé to resist him when she knows he's a good man, and simply misunderstood. "I have nothing to explain. As for being misunderstood, I have grown accustomed to that."

10 years down the road Shawn A.K.A Hova has been released from prison. The streets are different. He is determined to find out where Beyoncé ran off to with his money and their son, Corey. Will Beyoncé allow him into their lives? Will she ever forgive him for what he has done? Will he ever forgive her for the things she has done to him?

You ever thought of what would've happen if Bey never sent Chanel to her Aunts and Shawn always knew about Chanel and had been apart of her life as well as Bey's the whole time. *Alternate Universe Version*

Eighteen-year-old Beyoncé Knowles never expected this to happen when she came home for the holidays.

Beyoncé Knowles, a prized possession at New York Presbyterian, is one of the best orthopedic surgeons to grace the medical scene. Despite her chaotic life at home, she maintains a calm demeanor in the public and is seen as a leader to all who encounter her. Along with her breath-taking beauty and exuding confidence, many pray to be in her presence. Yet when the chaos becomes too loud for others to see, will she be able to maintain the facade used to mask her own internal despair? Only time will tell.. *completed. *all rights reserved. *does not own pictures or edits. *pure fiction/fan fiction.

Jay is a 26 year old father of 6, struggling to find his way in the world. With a criminal record like his, it's hard to find work, therefore he's not able to financially support his children. Finding himself at rock bottom, he can only rely on one person.