She became a lover of the moon when nothing else was left - sequel to Confessional

He loves her, he has for two years but she's happy with another man. Join Shawn and Ayla on a whirlwind of a journey.

{A Shawn Mendes fic} Rylie Banes. You know her. You've seen her in pictures. You've seen her on the arm of a million different celebrities. And you always shrug it off. But it's her job. And Shawn Mendes is her next client.

"I loved her. I fell in love with her." I barely could look at Adam in the eyes. I could tell him everything, but for the first time this was the hardest thing I have ever had to say out loud. "I felt used." "A lot of people feel that way man." He responded as I could tell he was reliving a part of his past he wish never happened. "I keep looking at the ceiling, I keep looking around everywhere wondering why did this happen?" I felt nothing was meant for me anymore. This was worse than the thought of me giving up my music career. Adam placed a hand over my shoulder, and I could feel his support. "You know Shawn." He cleared his throat. "It's crazy when the heart breaks, you never once hear it crack." He knew what I was going through, he knew the right words to say when I didn't have the strength too. I finally let out every pain, sadness, and weakness out I've been holding in into tears. I wasn't gonna be strong anymore. For once I needed to think about myself, I need to think about the exact moment at one in the morning where I completely woke up to the cold air.

Our parents wanted us to connect, so the made me go on tour with him. Highest rank: #2 in Shawn (July 22,2019) #2 in shawnmendes #2 in Shawnpeterraulmendes #4 in Mendes Mrmndes©

"It went from butterflies in my stomach to bees stinging my heart" The truth came out to Valery and teared apart her relationship with Shawn. With the mess Shawn created and ruining the only girl he ever loved, he realised he had to fix this mess, in hope that he could gain her trust and love back. (Sequel to Deceived)

"I can't take this." I looked down looking at the record label papers in my hands. "Amanda, what are you doing?" I glanced to my left as Shawn stood there in disbelief. Thousands of eyes staring at me and hundreds of questions roamed the air. I took a deep breath, and knew even though I have to let Shawn go, it doesn't mean I wanted too. "Shawn deserves this. Not me. I mean look at me." I laughed to myself. "It's just not my time yet." I bit the bottom of lip. I have loved, dreamed, and prayed for this moment to sign with a record label because I have worked from nothing, and as much as Shawn is a pain in my ass, I fell in love with him. I fell so in love with him that I have to give this up because his soul was music. His heart was music. His love was music. Everything, everything I absolutely couldn't compete with. "Here." I handed Shawn the papers and began to clap as everyone in the crowd roared with excitement. They wanted him to get it all along, and that was okay. Sadness filled his eyes, I looked at him one last hoping one day he'll realize what I did and why I did it, but as for right now, that's not gonna happen. I swallowed my tears, turning my back and walked off the stage.

[Completed] "How can I ever love you when I don't even know who you are?" Shawn asked, his voice quiet as he pulled his shaky hand out of mine. "Because you were inlove with me once and I know you too well to know that you can fall for me all over again" I said softly, my eyes burning with tears. "I'm devoted to you Shawn, and I promise to never give up on us" #2 Mendes Army - May 2020 #2 Shawn - April 2020

"i could pull the stars down from the sky and give them to you, and you would still find a reason to say no, wouldn't you, gemma? you would still fucking go choose him." i felt like the world was crashing down on me. the one person i was completely confident in, the one person who i thought i knew like i knew myself is mad at me. and it was all my fault. "shawn, i -" "save it, gem," he said. "don't call me when he breaks your heart again." + + + - loosely based off of heartbreak girl by 5sos & treat you better by shawn mendes - started: 02/16/18 completed: lol we'll see

"Does it really bother you so much that someone for once, doesn't bow down to you?" ••• Growing up for Ophelia Ramirez was a challenge. She didn't have the best childhood growing up, her father worked hard to bring money and food to his family. She didn't have the latest phones, or the best brands of clothes. But she didn't take any of it for granted, if anything it made her work hard. So hard she got accepted to UCLA on a full ride. Ophelia got her degree and decided to build a business. One she put her whole heart and mind into, in hopes of repaying her parents and giving them a better life. Started 12.02.18 ||Ended... Copyright © ILLUMlNATE 2018