انا فتىً وحيد وهذا لن يتغير ابداً كان هذا ماعتقدته .. Started in 08072017 Ended in 17022018

اتذكرك وأشعر بك، رأيتك في كل مكان، ولم أكن انام حتّى أتمنى لك دوام السعادة. علقتَ داخل قلبي، وشعرتُ كأنني أشتم رائحتك في كلّ شيٍ وأسمع نغمات صوتك في كلّ موسيقى العالم. أردت احتضانك لأنك كنت كلّ دنياي لكنني خذلتك رغم هذا. - حقل الصديق سابقًا.

"Despite 7 million colors being visible to the human eye, and 48 of your color pencils available for you to use, why are you only using the black, white, and red ones?" I looked down and tried to think of the answer. I don't know, maybe because black is my dark days lacking you, white is all the emptiness I felt, and red... Is the color of my bleeding conscience. As I don't want to let him down, I kept those answers to myself. And all I said was "You want me to start using other colors too?" "As much as I want you to start opening your heart, to the fact that you have many other people who loves you and cares about you, and that it's not only me." I froze as I am not able to give him an answer to that. I hate lying. But I hated disappointing him even more. started: 08/08/15 completed: 23/06/17