America may seem like the goofy and happy one of his siblings, but deep down he feels much worse. To the country's around him he seems normal and stable. He is no where near stable. He breaks his skin with blades, plans to jump off the roof, anything to help him escape the world we know. But what happens when Belarus's brother, Russia, steps into the equation? (Warning: acts of self harm, strong language, depression, and suicide are mentioned in this book. Please don't read if any of this triggers you)

Ukraine wants to join the EU, but Russia doesn't want that. This leads to some family issues. Sadly, school life also isn't the best. America seems all happy, but is that really true? Eventually the two world powers become friends and help eachother out. Does that stop bad things from happening though? Probably not. -Drama & Fuff, Hurt & Comfort. :) -Every chapter has 1k+ words.

Being the eldest son of Britain (one of the richest and most powerful countries in the world) America has a lot of expectations to live up to. He always has to be the best dressed, most well-behaved country at parties. He has to be perfect. But everything changes when America meets a mysterious country the night of a masquerade ball. America is used to having others fall for him. What he isn't used to, however, is falling in love. small disclaimer!! this is going to be historically inaccurate, so sorry to all the history nerds out there. I just came up with a dumb rusame concept and wanted to write it for fun. I still appreciate criticism though! this is going to be so cliche hhh (and angsty) all art is made by me unless said otherwise