In a fit of rage, five year old Okumura Rin unlocked his secondary powers, and felt as if he was forced to flee because of it. While sitting in a cemetery tree, a man who claims he's Astaroth tells Rin his real father wants to meet him. Feeling helpless, Rin agreed to go with the man, and so his life in Gehenna begins.

(First Rendition) 41,653 words: Rin is neither human nor demon, he fits in nowhere. His so called "friends" make that known often, and his own brother has turned his back on him. With no one to talk to, Rin turns to self destructive behaviors in order to get through everyday life. However, will a routine mission make it all crumble apart?

⚠️ WARNING ⚠️: Suicide, self-harm, anxiety, etc. What if, in the anime Blue Exorcist, Rin Okumura were to give into depression? What if he were to have had it since he was little? How would things change? Find out in this fanfiction! I don't own anything from the Blue Exorcist series. Update: I no longer use Wattpad, but AO3! I am currently rewriting this on there. Visit the last chapter for links :)

101,832 words: The Okumura twins are not budging from their accusations that the other brother is the cause for Shiro Fujimoto's death. However, with only each other left, their bitter hatred toward one another drives them to separate, drastic lifestyle changes. What will happen when they both find out each other's secrets?

ABANDONED- free to build onto story (check recent update) Rin Okumura, the Son of Satan. All he wants is to be loved again, and he will do everything he can to get that back. But what happens when he finally gives up? ⚠️TW⚠️ Read tags !!! Inspiration for this fic is from Self-inflicted by ThatOneExorcist on fanfiction.net (highly recommend)!!!

"A child that is not embraced by the village will burn it down to feel its warmth." You can only repress your emotions for so long. At some point you'll find yourself a hairpin away from a catastrophic breakdown. What will be the detonator? The loss of a loved one, the reveal of a lifelong lie, becoming public enemy number one, your inevitable death? And once you reach rock bottom, where do you go from there? Do you succumb to your fate, or do you latch onto something to help you kick back up to the surface? What if that something was someone else, and what if latching onto them dragged them into the abyss with you, would you still try to survive? Massive trigger warnings: self harm and suicide. This is a dead dove labeled in bold letters, consume at your own risk. Rated #7 in #Yukio

okay so basically this is about Amaimon, Rin, and Yukio being turned into a 4 yr old, a 3 yr old and a 6 yr old... yep

Rin is raised in Gehenna since he's six years old, learning how to be a proper demon Prince and fear and hate exorcists in equal measure. Meanwhile Yukio grows up aiming to be the next Paladin, wanting nothing else but to save his dear twin and kill every last demon for their evils. Can the brothers see through the lies and hatred in time, or will it prove to be too late for them?

After Mephisto starts noticing that Rin is more sickly and has scars all over his body he brings him to Gehenna. Despite being welcomed with open arms he is still broken.Even in a different world will Rin still never be healed? And will he ever talk to the exwires again? Crappy description again. Welp you can read it. I don't own blue exorcist.