You were roommates for about a year, friends far longer, and hated to admit the affect the would-be Russian had on you. As a model, you met through work and when invited onto a shoot for her newest video, things change entirely for you both. A sometimes angsty, sometimes fluffy, sometimes (hopefully) funny X Reader story dreamt up by a deliriously bored fangirl. Pronouns for queens change according to whether they are in drag or not. CONTENT WARNINGS: - allusions to self harm and addiction - some smut, poorly written - loads of angst bc how else do I cope with crushing reality? - female reader (I am female so I really only know to write from woman's perspective)