"Please, don't do it." He said. "Why not? I want to leave this world of hate." I said as I move closer away from him, away from suffering. "Because I love you." said my savior. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Reagan Adams is where our story starts. Her father, her brother, and herself has been alone since Reagan's mother died of cancer three years ago. Ever since, Reagan has spent most of her life in the back were no one troubles her. Then she is move from sunny Florida to cold Maine, and that's where the problems start. Reagan starts to be bullied and cutting herself. One day, drove by her bullies, Carly Scott and Jamie Thomas, to kill her herself until someone stops her. Alec Clark has been living in Maine his whole life with the same boring town, with the same boring school, and with the same boring kids. He lives a normal live until a girl named Reagan, that hides behind hoods and is always in the back, sparks his interest. Alec tries so hard to break down Reagan's walls, but she won't let him in. Alec spend his entire freshmen year to finally be called a friend by Reagan. At the end of the first week back to school for the new year, Alec runs into Reagan, almost jumping off a bridge.

Just a place to put my thoughts, Sometimes writing things is better than keeping them in your head.

Stories about suicide are depressingly common. Turn on the news or type "suicide" into Google and you'll be assaulted with countless tales of misery, depression and bitter, lonely deaths. However, not every attempted suicide ends badly. Sometimes, just occasionally, people reach rock bottom, only to find a tiny flicker of hope-that microscopic moment that makes them realize life is still worth living.

Trigger warning!!!!

My cousin Abby hung herself in 2015, so I feel like I owe this to her to write this book

Her hands were always in her sleeves. Until he tried to hold them.

A girl's life, from beautiful beginning to untimely end. "Where did all the happiness go?" *Author Note* This story has suggested eating disorders. I'm not placing a trigger warning, just cautioning you. Stay strong x -Ash Another note, five years on: Hey there, if you like this story you might like my new short story collection, A Testimony to the Continuation of my Pitiful Existence. Also, my name is now Peyton. It's been changed since 2018 Much love, - Peyton <3

Amanda was being bullied. She suffered from major depression. She only had a few friends. Her parents never cared for her and treat her like crap. It all took one bad day to end it all. So she texted her friends saying bye. She ended the text with "if your reading this its too late..."

Poetry I started years ago and have started adding to again cause why not. Life is a bitch, eat a banana and move on yadada. So this is about abuse, self harm, depression and mental illness. I've had a bit happen to me but hey not everything is that bad, but sometimes scars just dont heal, ya know? So I'm just gonna be writing and posting when something comes to mind and edit my older stuff. Read at your own risk of being triggered?

Her mother is embarrassed of her. Her father doesn't care about her. The rest of her family thinks she's a bad influence on the little ones. Society thinks she's a freak. She gets bullied at school for what she wears and listening to the wrong kind of music. Out of all this her best friend still thinks she's perfect, inside and out. She wants to get away from all the judgmental eyes and she's knows the perfect way. Suicide. She'll never commit it and leave him to defend for himself even though he says he'll be fine. But once she gets pushed over the edge, she goes as far as faking her suicide, with the help of her best friend. Jess and Ronnie have finally escaped judgmental Ohio and eloped to Rhode Island. What will they discover with their new found freedom? *Revising* DO NOT READ THIS OMG THIS IS THE MOST DISGUSTING WRITING I HAVE EVER DONE YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED