you just want what you can't have... tw for depression, eating disorders, drug use, violence + death cover art by @_radioheadstan

unknown: bro i need my shIT BACK i don't have your shit lol unknown: yes you do just give it back i'm sorry but you have the wrong number ============================== in which alysia, an eighteen year old with a love for photography, receives a text from an unknown number that changes her life. or in which billie, a seventeen year old trying to breakout in the music industry, texts the wrong number. ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 1/1/2020 ended: 6/10/2020 ============================== achieved: 🏅#1 in #billieeilish 6/15/2021 🏅#3 in #billie 3/15/2020 🏅#1 in #lesbian 5/15/2020 🏅#1 in #girlxgirl 4/22/2020 🏅#1 in #bisexual 5/9/2020

In which a girl gets kidnapped by the biggest gang in californa, but falls for the leader that turn out to be a softie with her, it's better than it sounds like

"if you love her, why do you keep hurting her like this?" "because she's the only one who understands my pain." "billie, that won't help. you need to see a thera-" "just shut the fuck up. i need her. her presence is a lot more helpful than a fucking therapist." . mature content - achieved #1 in #billieeilish

[you don't understand what i'm capable of, do you?] this story contains mature themes, read at your own risk ♡

Noah lives in a dump town in Oregon and stumbles upon a not too friendly figure. Story involves Billie eilish as a character. Mature. Tw for violence, drugs, and smut :P

"the name's billie." she said, her eyes glimmering.

The way the lights shined down on her skin. She glowed. The way she twirled her lollipop around her glossy lips. It made me crazy. The way she slouched back into the couch while sitting man-spread, her eyes suddenly matched with mine. I looked away realizing I was staring. Shit. I could feel her grin at me. she moved the lollipop from her lips to just hanging barely between her fingers as her arm sat up on her knee. What was going through her head? That's all I wanted to know. - achieved #1 under #billie 1/28/2020 - achieved #1 under #billieeilish 2/1/20 - achieved #1 under #eilish 9/2/20 (the beginning of this book was written in 2019 and was my first published book so it's kinda- strange.... but i promise you should keep reading!)

just read it and you'll find out achieved: #1 in billieeilishfanfiction #2 in billieeilish #3 in baird

your mom drags you to a dinner with the o'connell family because of her company and you meet and interesting girl .... (sub) billie eilish birthday : 18th december (dom) toni topaz birthday : 23rd march