While locked in a mental institution for insanity murder, Tyler Joseph has a session with his psychiatrist, retelling the story of how he faced his tragedy. TRIGGER WARNING(S) : mental illness / depression / schizophrenia / smut / violence / murder

"The day he fell was the worst day ever." Tyler and Josh perform at a concert in which Tyler collapses and doesn't get back up.

{A Twenty Øne Piløts fanfiction} In his notebook, Tyler Joseph starts recording the conversations and battles he has with Blurryface, the embodiment of his depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts. Will he be able to defeat Blurry, or will his insecurities destroy him?

tyler thinks the world is a horrible, ugly place. then he meets josh. ❀ joshler youtube au lowercase intended ❀ completed may 08 2017 ©cutmylip 2017

Josh is the stereotypical 'punk' who likes to bother a little employee at the local bowling alley. - ̗̀ ★ Where Tyler refuses to give Josh what he wants; free nachos, and any emotion, whatsoever. - ̗̀ ★ completed feb 28 2017 ©cutmylip 2017

"I heard he's a felon." - Josh likes to consider himself a well behaved student. Tyler Joseph is the last person he would have expected to start a friendship with.

"so, it's you?" josh shouts, catching tyler in the act. tyler freezes, slowly finishing sliding the package into josh's mail slot, "eat a bag of dicks!" he yells, before sprinting into his own apartment across the hallway. ✦ tyler and josh are neighbors. tyler is odd. ✦ joshler lowercase intended. completed dec 07 2017 ©cutmylip 2017

"dude, i'm telling you, tyler can't know. please don't tell him." - josh has been confined ever since he was eighteen. first, a prison. now, a mental hospital. - josh bit his lip before hastily asking, "can i.. am i allowed to know his name?" gaspipe only moved his finger in a circular motion, gesturing for josh to leave. the brunet sighed, standing and placing a hand on the doorknob. however, just before stepping out, he heard a name escape gaspipe's lips; "tyler. tyler joseph." and just like that, any and all excitement josh previously had was suddenly lost. of course, it had to be him. nevertheless, josh left the room anyway, preparing to live the last two days to their fullest before meeting with tyler. of course, it had to be a joseph. - //3-27-17// 6-28-17 \\4-7-17\\ 7-1-17 [Trigger Warning]

Title: Milk. Pairing: Ryden. Rating: NC-17. Word Count: ~3500. Warnings: Enema, choking, rimjob, BDSM relationship with previously established safewords. Summary: Ryan knows what he has to endure in order to get the reward. Brendon knows that he has to go slowly. "What all these people are doing is not aggressive; they are inventing new possibilities of pleasure with strange parts of their body - through the eroticization of the body." (NOT MINE READ AT OWN RISK)

Josh can read emotions, not that it's ever helped him. Suffocating in a town that is outrageously boring, Josh just wants something- anything- to happen. But when a new boy arrives in school, someone so afraid of something it hurts, Josh is determined to find out what, before it's too late //COMPLETED//