heymorpheus
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Isabel Edwards is yet to become one of the most famous suicides - in search for the answer to the biggest question of her life - if being a TV actress is the rigor of being psychologically challenged that lead her to feel incapable of quitting a job of maintaining a high social status, or she's really passionate of being a TV actress and she just have to go with the flow of life as a means of maintaining her mental health.
Diagnosed and treated with OCD or obsessive-compulsive disorder and severe major depression simultaneously when she was 16, a one-year theater program had been her convalescence. She was discovered and debuted her career as a TV actress in the UK at the age of 18. She took television media by storm, and she believed that the only way for her to be healthy-minded was to be complacent; it later would make her feel like she was just surviving and not living her life anymore. It also makes her oblivious to what exactly makes her happy.
She was 21 when she first attempted suicide, through a bottle of sleeping pills. She believed that her hometown - Amsterdam - is the best place to do it for the sole reason of getting away from paparazzi. Just when she was about to take the pills, her manager called her for another project - to be the main cast of the most anticipated TV series derived from a bestselling novel. She took it as a "sign" to continue living her life, and a "hope" that her life would get better.
She becomes more vulnerable that a degrading post on Twitter about her makes her want to kill herself again. To completely steer clear of seeing posts about her on social media, while experiencing using social media as a normal person, she created another Twitter account, and that's where she met Ernst Joseph Williams. She believed that he's the reason why one day, she woke up in Australia, where he lives , and in a different body - unaware how.
Disclaimer:
For age 17 and up as it contains self-harm themes and scenes.