PART TWO ON GOING

This is crazy; why is this happening to me. Did I do something wrong. Is this gods way of punishing me. Or is there even a god. Why am I stuck here in this life the one of pain and suffering watching people die left an right. Dropping like flies. People dying because of my recklessness. He warned me. Told me that I should stay away. But I didn't listen. I should have listened.

The following questions are for open-minded adults only.