Baby, look what you've done to me

"Why do you want to kill yourself?" Harry asked cautiously, watching as Louis' frown slowly turned into a grin. "Why don't you want to kill yourself?" He asked, tilting his head to the side and watching Harry's reaction. Harry took a deep breath before answering, "So I can live." Louis laughed, "I want to kill myself so I can die." In that moment Harry realized something, Louis was broken beyond repair. However, he was never going to give up on trying to put his broken pieces back together. Warnings: self harm, anorexia, bulimia, attempted suicide, etc. Please know what I do not, in any way, encourage self harm or suicide.

Louis is anorexic and doesn't think he's worth anything. Harry notices and writes him notes everyday to put in his locker for months. This is just a prompt I found on tumblr and HAD to write.

"Stay," Harry whispers desperately, pressing his lips to Louis' temple like he can somehow ease the pain that's blooming there, but he can't make the pain stop and no matter how hard he tries he can't make Louis stay. All credit goes to phantasmagoria (whiteteethteen) on Ao3.

"Louis, no. None of those things i said were true, okay? None. I want you here Louis. Niall. Zayn, and Liam want you here. Your family wants you here. Your millions of fans want you here." "...But maybe I don't want to be here." (Larry fanfiction, written in 2014, updated in 2016)

"why don't you smile anymore?" "there's no reason to smile." [trigger warning]