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"Please?" His voice pleading. His eyes, too.
"Please what? Please what, asshole?" Kalmado kong tanong. Nararamdaman ko na naman ang galit na nabubuhay sa dibdib ko.
He remained quiet for a moment so I decided to walk out. Again.
"I'm sorry. I really am. I don't know how will I ever earn your trust again, but I want you to know that I am sorry for everything."
I breathed heavily. Trying to regain my composure. Trying to find the right words to add up the fire consuming in my heart. Because if I won't, talo ako. Baka bumigay ako. Hindi na nga ako mahal, eh.
"You have nothing to work for if you are thinking to regain my trust. Because in the first place? Hindi ko kailanman naibigay yun sayo, Corinth. So there is no point. Now if you'll excuse me." Agaran akong tumalikod para umalis.
"Is that where you're good at? Ang hindi makinig? You haven't heard me yet." Puno ng hinanakit ang boses niya. Parang anumang oras, bibigay na talaga ako.
Nanatili akong nakatalikod dahil natatakot ako. What if he'll see in my eyes clearly how much this thing is trying to rule over me. Na anumang oras, papatawarin ko siya. Ganito ba talaga pag mahal mo? You're willing to do impossible things? But who said forgiving the one you love is impossible? Only helpless people don't do that.
Pag masyado mo kasing mahal, minsan pati sarili mo kinukunsinti mo na kahit alam mong hindi dapat.
Kaya tayo nasasaktan.
At wala tayong ibang dapat sisihin kundi ang mga sarili natin.