- - this is an au where Tom is depressed! so this contains the following self harm self hatred smut blood gore - if you don't like those I highly suggest to avoid this story

Tom lived most of his life with edd and Matt till his old crush, Tord came and destroyed their home. Tom started getting depressed and isolated himself from everyone around him including edd and Matt. While his depression Tom became a bad alcoholic, and would not eat but only drink. One day Tom found Tord sitting all alone crying on the sidewalk, on the same day Matt and edd started talking to Tom again, not aware of his depression, soon they all find out at the same time.. Will they help Tom? (Btw this book contains some 13+ stuff and Tom x Tord... duh... also it also contains edd being jelly of Tord for taking Tom, but there will be eddmatt later... so ye)