Izaya finds Shizuo badly injured and then brings him to Shinra's to get him help. But he can't seem to separate himself from his injured enemy.

Izaya Orihara and Shizou Heiwajima have been fighting to the death ever since they first met. However, what happens when Izaya's deepest darkest secret somehow gets told to the monster? (Sorry I suck at these little things. I hope you enjoy the story! Feedback is always appreciated. Loves you all! ♡ Warning!! Contains some self harm and very very triggering topics. Please be warned!!)

It is normal, that everytime Izaya goes to Ikebukoro it won't take long for Shizuo to appear. And after this they will start their hunting game. Izaya is mostly in Ikebukoro because of his work, but also because he loves it to piss of Shizuo. That's something he already enjoyed since high school. But today was the day where he really hoped not to bump into Shizuo and the reason was he got a cold. Due to this fact he kinda doubted, that playing with Shizuo would go as smoothly as usual, and to be honest he would've preferred to stay home, but his work forced him to go to Ikebukoro. So what will happen if he encounters his monster in this state?

*******Completed******** After some "unknown" incidents, Izaya Orihara forgets himself, the people around him, and his relationships. Although he has no desire of taking care of his enemy, Shizuo somehow gets put in charge of this very task. *DISCLAIMER: I do not own Durarara!!, nor any of it's characters. I only own the plot of this story. *WARNING: This contains BoyxBoy and if for some reason you can't handle this, this story is not for you. No smut.

Hehe, you must have to read! Warning - Suicidal Thoughts. Self Harm. Gruesom language. Gore here and there maybe. Please nobody take offence to this! This does deal with depression, and Suicide. Of you ever find yourself in this kind of mental state, get help.

After years of fighting, Izaya decides he is no longer interested in playing with Shizuo. He decides to go out and tell the 'brute' just that so hopefully, they can move on with their lives. Unfortunately, Shizuo misunderstood! He thinks Izaya doesn't want to fight him because the 'flea' is in love with him. Shizuo resolves to become closer to Izaya, while the unknowing informant is taken aback by the change.

Izaya questions all he ever works and lives for. Then when finding the answer he looses himself completely. Spiraling into a depression he can't pull himself out of. He laughs at himself when found at his lowest point by the last person he wanted to be seen by Warning// deep fanfiction. Trigger warning for some people don't like don't read. Thank you

"Izaya, t-there's something wrong with that child..." It's true, he wasn't normal from the start. Orihara Izaya is a problem child at a very young age. Therefore he was put into an asylum. Izaya doesn't particularly care if he's put in one or not, ass long as he's able to keep sane. And only Heiwajima Shizuo can help him. The only problem is why is Izaya in an asylum? Because he kills, he kills for fun. Why does he kill? Because he loves humans . . . (DISCLAIMER: I don't own Durarara and the photos I used for the cover)

After Izaya fails to commit suicide he goes back in town. Izaya's out in the cold rain until he meets up with Shizuo who is offering to give him his umbrella. What twisted fate arises between them? (DISCLAIMER: I don't own Durarara and the photos I used for the cover)

Izaya finds himself subconsciously returning to Ikebukuro after an unspecified amount of time and, of course, Shizuo finds out. What happens when they see each other again for the first time in a long time? Written from alternating points of view. ~~~~ Disclaimer: Credit to the artist for the cover image I love feedback and votes if you enjoy my work! XD