• C.H. IMAGINES & SMUT •

where a broken girl meets a broken boy with their hopes of making a good friendship out of a worn-out library reference, the diary. out of friendship, will love conquer them or push them through the fact that they are both incapable of the thought of love?

why can't i hold you? why can't we be happy like them? why can't i do anything i want with you? why?

luke hemmings: what are you up to? luke hemmings: don't fucking ignore me! calum hood: luke, don't force her dude. luke hemmings: stfu, you're not helping me! ashton irwin: well, fuck. michael clifford: you need to find your chill, luke. she fucking moved on from you! julia smith left the group.

"i'm a playboy. why are you always saying that i'm worth it?" "because people change, eventually. and you changed, because i witnessed it."

"i thought you weren't leaving?" "i thought so, too." that was the last message i sent before he deleted everything.

❝i'm sorry i said things i'll never look up to. i'm sorry i just dumped you. and i'm sorry i only left you 1% hope to hold on to. maybe i'm not worth your love. i'm a piece of dick, really. but just give me another chance.❞ he said, never letting my eyes drift away from him. i know he is sincere. and i understand it. ❝i don't mind the time. and i don't mind all bullshits that pass us. all i wanna do is make you feel loved, i don't mind anything. i don't mind it.. at all.❞